wish
Why does it always feel like I don't want you anymore.
I'd just rather not let anyone get to know me because I believe
that in the end i'll just become a let down and a dissapointment & it
eventually it will turn out like all the rest (except, you) to be less
than nothing. it only takes time, a lot can happen in a matter of hours,
days and weeks maybe it'll take months if im lucky.
well hell, what happens will happen.
i'll just try to not take life to seriously, that way i can't get emotionally hurt.
no more bets or set goals with this one. things shall happen naturally,
besides im not determined at all. why put myself through agony?
everything is just coming down to nothing more than apathy.
it took me a while but i realize how much i am thankful for
inspirational people out there. it's a window of hope to what
our lives can be, if we only made it.
i dont have anything more i'd like you to know, anymore.