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[glamorandgore]

i'm ready.
i'm finally ready to be done.
i'm ready to get back on track.
i NEED to get back on track.
i'm done wanting to be with him still.
i'm done wishing things would have worked out, because they didn't, and there's nothing i can do about it.
i preach "dont cry over spilled milk" but i need to practice it.
especially now.

i was sitting at the bus stop this morning waiting for the bus, and i had a lot of time to think to myself.
yeah, he'll always be in my mind, and that's okay, because i eventually want to be friends again.
he was my best friend, and our intament(sp?) relationship shouldn't get in the way of that.

but, i need time.
lots and lots and lots of time.

it's nice to know that i was right in the first place, to never let people that close.
and i'll never let anyone that close again.
plus, it's not like i have my heart anymore, because he took it, and i'm not getting it back.
and frankly, i don't want it back.

being in love isn't worth it.
at all.
DON'T do it.

btw,
i'm still pissed at that bitch.
if i ever see her, believe me, it's on like donkey kong.
hahhaa.

ty everyone for your support through this.
i appreciate it mucho.