Rebirth
After going over to Destin's house and watching the Keith Green movie I came to the conclusion of why I hate my self and my life so bad. It's because I'm not living for the right reasons. I should be living my life for God. So now I am going to stop caring so much if I will become something or not in my life because God will still love me regardless. It doesn't matter if I have a special talent or gift, I am just as special as anyone else in God's eyes. So what if I'm not as beautiful and don't have a body like a super model, so what if I'm not Destin's dream girl and his mom's dream daughter-in-law, God made me the why I am for a reason. "Every freckle on my face is where it's suppose to be." He loves me regardless of my clothes and my hairstyle.
I was so bored all day long with nothing to do but now I think instead of spending all of that time trying to find something on tv, I could have been spending it with God.
So I think if I try to look at life with these perspectives I will live a much happier and fulfilling life. I know I can't be this optimistic all the time, but I will try to live my life by God's guidelines from now on, not the world's.
Why are you down in the dumps, dear soul? Why are you crying the blues? Fix my eyes on God-soon I'll be praising again. He puts a smile on my face. He's my God. (Psalm 42:5-6)
I was so bored all day long with nothing to do but now I think instead of spending all of that time trying to find something on tv, I could have been spending it with God.
So I think if I try to look at life with these perspectives I will live a much happier and fulfilling life. I know I can't be this optimistic all the time, but I will try to live my life by God's guidelines from now on, not the world's.
Why are you down in the dumps, dear soul? Why are you crying the blues? Fix my eyes on God-soon I'll be praising again. He puts a smile on my face. He's my God. (Psalm 42:5-6)