Lets see....
Lets start with my previous weekend.....
Ian came up Friday during the day and met up with hot George and we went to a grafitti* party @ the Landings. I definately got wasted and pissed myself @ the party and then walked around like it was NO big deal. I managed to get home with Megan and Ashley @ like 3am. They walked me in and then headed to Cedar Village where they finally wandered in @ 6am.
Saturday was "Sweetest Day", which sucked balls. When it comes to cute relationship things Patrick has NOT A FUCKIN clue. So, after me bitchin and gettin my point across to him....we went out Sunday night to dinner and a movie. Its like I warned him in the beginning on how he needs to treat me. Ask Ian Papp IM A PRINCESS DAMNIT, and i deserve to be treated like one. Dont get me wrong Patrick is VERY good to me...but @ the same time I sometimes feel there are little things that are missing. And there are other things Pat and I arent on the same page about...#1 my relationship with Ian.
I really dont find it odd Ian and I still sleep in the same bed together. I told Pat, I would take a bullet for that kid. Ian and I have been thru so much shit in the past year that no one will ever understand....even the guy Im in love with. Yes, I said it...Im in LOVE with Patrick. I dont know what to do, Im not about to change my relationship with my best friend, but @ the same time I dont want to lose my boyfriend. I guess when it comes down to it, if Pat says he "loves" me as much as he says he does he will accept my relationship with Ian and get over it. When it comes down to it, I kno Pat is jealous of Ian. Whatever, its somethin Im not gonna stress about.
Patrick and I have made a pack not to go to the bar all week. We cant go out and get drunk untill Friday night (well Saturday night for me). We have both realized its super expensive ( I mean like $300-$500 a month we were spending @ the bar). And were like this retarted, thats a trip to Chicago or New York. So, were @ day 5 sober lets see if we can make it to day 7. We kinda have to.....We both deicded its gonna catch up with us, not only @ work but in our relationship. And if we dont stop basing our relationship outta a damn bar, we wont have a relationship.
Spring Break is only 4 months away and Patrick and I have decided to go on vaction together. We're thinking Paris, Italy, Grecce, or even San Diego. I wanna go someplace warm, so we will see where we end up.
Everything came to a head with the whole roomate thing last Friday. We all got everything out on the table and I have a good feeling that when August comes I will have made 3 friends, not just 3 roomates!!!!! Saundra and I even talked about living together next year. I kinda wanna live in Okemos. I dont kno if I can handle another year of Chandelor. I mean last night Pat and I were trying to sleep and the fuckin ghetto people above us were playin their T.I. till 2 am. Come on now....its a Tuesday. I just kno next year Im gonna be 23 and I dont want to be around all that shit. I dont kno where Pat wants to live either. Especially if he goes to law school next year he''s not gonna wanna be around all this shannanagins. Who knows....
Devin and I have been talkin alot lately, which is good. Ive always considered him a good friend, and now that were both mature I think we can have a good friendship too.
Well I guess thats all because I really need to clean my room.
Ian came up Friday during the day and met up with hot George and we went to a grafitti* party @ the Landings. I definately got wasted and pissed myself @ the party and then walked around like it was NO big deal. I managed to get home with Megan and Ashley @ like 3am. They walked me in and then headed to Cedar Village where they finally wandered in @ 6am.
Saturday was "Sweetest Day", which sucked balls. When it comes to cute relationship things Patrick has NOT A FUCKIN clue. So, after me bitchin and gettin my point across to him....we went out Sunday night to dinner and a movie. Its like I warned him in the beginning on how he needs to treat me. Ask Ian Papp IM A PRINCESS DAMNIT, and i deserve to be treated like one. Dont get me wrong Patrick is VERY good to me...but @ the same time I sometimes feel there are little things that are missing. And there are other things Pat and I arent on the same page about...#1 my relationship with Ian.
I really dont find it odd Ian and I still sleep in the same bed together. I told Pat, I would take a bullet for that kid. Ian and I have been thru so much shit in the past year that no one will ever understand....even the guy Im in love with. Yes, I said it...Im in LOVE with Patrick. I dont know what to do, Im not about to change my relationship with my best friend, but @ the same time I dont want to lose my boyfriend. I guess when it comes down to it, if Pat says he "loves" me as much as he says he does he will accept my relationship with Ian and get over it. When it comes down to it, I kno Pat is jealous of Ian. Whatever, its somethin Im not gonna stress about.
Patrick and I have made a pack not to go to the bar all week. We cant go out and get drunk untill Friday night (well Saturday night for me). We have both realized its super expensive ( I mean like $300-$500 a month we were spending @ the bar). And were like this retarted, thats a trip to Chicago or New York. So, were @ day 5 sober lets see if we can make it to day 7. We kinda have to.....We both deicded its gonna catch up with us, not only @ work but in our relationship. And if we dont stop basing our relationship outta a damn bar, we wont have a relationship.
Spring Break is only 4 months away and Patrick and I have decided to go on vaction together. We're thinking Paris, Italy, Grecce, or even San Diego. I wanna go someplace warm, so we will see where we end up.
Everything came to a head with the whole roomate thing last Friday. We all got everything out on the table and I have a good feeling that when August comes I will have made 3 friends, not just 3 roomates!!!!! Saundra and I even talked about living together next year. I kinda wanna live in Okemos. I dont kno if I can handle another year of Chandelor. I mean last night Pat and I were trying to sleep and the fuckin ghetto people above us were playin their T.I. till 2 am. Come on now....its a Tuesday. I just kno next year Im gonna be 23 and I dont want to be around all that shit. I dont kno where Pat wants to live either. Especially if he goes to law school next year he''s not gonna wanna be around all this shannanagins. Who knows....
Devin and I have been talkin alot lately, which is good. Ive always considered him a good friend, and now that were both mature I think we can have a good friendship too.
Well I guess thats all because I really need to clean my room.