Fucked up

Jul 29, 2005 11:25

SO my infamous drug bitch "mom" hit a guard rail yesterday and totaled her SUV. What a dumb bitch!! She was on drugs @ the time and almost killed herself. When my cousin went up there to see my mom she didnt even kno my cousin's name. Oh, and get this...I just found out she stopped paying her car insurance so she had no insurance on her SUV, and she only had it like 4 months. The thing I feel bad for is my brother who has to witness all of this. My brother had the time of his life last week, and now he has to go home to this...a cracked out mother and dad who is never home cuz he has to support the family. Ive never hated someone so much as I have hated this woman. It actually turns my stomach just thinking about her. I have so much frustration for this women. When I got the call yesterday from my brother that my mom had been into a car accident the first thing that came to my mind was My "mom" is a fucked up bitch and was prolly fucked up on drugs and killed herself...and i didnt even have any emotions. Its kinda like tellin me someone I never knew just died. In all honesty thank God she didnt die cuz of my brother, and it would absolutely devistate my grandparents.

I guess to any of u out there if u do drugs, please stop...its not worth it. Yeah Ive tried X, coc, and weed...but after this I wont be even smoking weed anymore like I did on occassions. Its not worth it, and I dont want to end up like my "mom". I kno Im goin places in life and thats all there is to it.

On a happier note, our Estee Lauder Rep came in and we all got full size bottles of the new Beyond Paradise Summer Waters. The fragrance is awesome and I love the fact I dont have to pay for it! I really do like summertime, I think Im a happier person in the nice weather.
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