thoughts of what I truly want...
So I've been thinking a lot about the future recently and what I want for myself, which actually makes me think even more of the past. I know what my dreams are- they are to get my Masters from UEA in Film Studies with Archiving- then I want to live in London for at least one year. I also hope to one day marry Sean, but first I want to go to Paris and kiss Oscar Wilde's gravestone<3 I know My dreams my sound a bit silly but they are what I want and I try to keep my dreams within reach. I've been working really hard this semester to get into grad school- which sucks cause I feel like I just got into college, but nope no time to relax. It makes me really excited and really scared- the feeling of always wanting something, and never feeling satisfied. Strange, and yet I guess I'm used to it by now.
I've been getting good grades, I've been putting most of my energy into school work for a change and I kind of like it. My relationship is going great, maybe it's the first good relationship I've ever really had.
I miss you guys- I miss that Nanuet crew more and more the older I get. I can't wait until Christmas when we can all get together for our Eve of Christmas Eve lunch at the diner and then do something all together. I need you guys, you keep me feeling safe. I know that no matter when happens I always have you guys.
I hope I say as close with some of my college friends as well. I'm in a room wight now with them and it makes me wonder what we will be like in our lives, as we grow older and establish ourselves as people. I can't wait to see how we all grow and change as people. Where our lives actually take us and if we can all stay in touch. I know with all this new technology we can always talk, but I hope we can remain close as people, not just blog entries and comments on a facebook type of application.
What I want for my life is to absorb new ideas and new ways of thinking. I want to become fulfilled as a person and not regret not accomplishing something I feel I can. I hope to stay the person I am today, to hold onto my ideals and never let the world jade me to much. I know if I stay true to myself at the end of the day I can truly call myself a happy person, and I will look back at my life and smile for the joys and even for the tears. That is what I truly hope for my life.
**Glitter Kisses**
I've been getting good grades, I've been putting most of my energy into school work for a change and I kind of like it. My relationship is going great, maybe it's the first good relationship I've ever really had.
I miss you guys- I miss that Nanuet crew more and more the older I get. I can't wait until Christmas when we can all get together for our Eve of Christmas Eve lunch at the diner and then do something all together. I need you guys, you keep me feeling safe. I know that no matter when happens I always have you guys.
I hope I say as close with some of my college friends as well. I'm in a room wight now with them and it makes me wonder what we will be like in our lives, as we grow older and establish ourselves as people. I can't wait to see how we all grow and change as people. Where our lives actually take us and if we can all stay in touch. I know with all this new technology we can always talk, but I hope we can remain close as people, not just blog entries and comments on a facebook type of application.
What I want for my life is to absorb new ideas and new ways of thinking. I want to become fulfilled as a person and not regret not accomplishing something I feel I can. I hope to stay the person I am today, to hold onto my ideals and never let the world jade me to much. I know if I stay true to myself at the end of the day I can truly call myself a happy person, and I will look back at my life and smile for the joys and even for the tears. That is what I truly hope for my life.
**Glitter Kisses**