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im feeling so low
i feel like im an outsider compared to my other friends who all hav things to say about 'what they did last night', what sweet things their boyfriends did for them, how they got into another argument with their friends and then if i try and say anything about what ive been up to or w/e they just dont really care...my brother keeps calling me fat, my parents are never here and when i want to talk to them because their always busy...none of the boys like my because im so fucking ugly nomatter how hard i try to cover my disqusting face. i used to have about 20% confidence and i was doing okay but all of a sudden its gone down to zero. i hate my body, ive been having 800cals a day recently because my mums on holiday but it makes me so tired and i cant think properly.
i hate everything at the moment.
i feel like im an outsider compared to my other friends who all hav things to say about 'what they did last night', what sweet things their boyfriends did for them, how they got into another argument with their friends and then if i try and say anything about what ive been up to or w/e they just dont really care...my brother keeps calling me fat, my parents are never here and when i want to talk to them because their always busy...none of the boys like my because im so fucking ugly nomatter how hard i try to cover my disqusting face. i used to have about 20% confidence and i was doing okay but all of a sudden its gone down to zero. i hate my body, ive been having 800cals a day recently because my mums on holiday but it makes me so tired and i cant think properly.
i hate everything at the moment.