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hmmm...
i was a bit quiet today. i got scared about yesterdays events and told megan...i dont know if it was a good or bad thing, she keeps begging me to eat. of course i dont, but its hard to stay on track. but i dont want to start getting silly again...idk.
some girls are planning a meal out soon...i dont know if ill want to go. of course itll be fun but i dont want to eat. ive had more calories than anybody needs these past few weeks. i havent weighed myself for a couple of days, hopefully ive lost even the tiniest bit of weight. i need motivation more than anything at the moment.
me and olivia are going to a thirteen senses concert on monday though, maybe i can burn some calories there?
ugh i dont know.
im so clumsy at the moment, its really annoying. i fall up stairs all the time, i cant type some basic words[just as i was typing this i wrote 'through' instead of 'few' :S], i stutter and my skull feels like its tightening around my brain everytime i excersize...anybody know what it it is? im starting to wonder whats up. i dont think its food related because it started about a week before i started the new diet...
i was a bit quiet today. i got scared about yesterdays events and told megan...i dont know if it was a good or bad thing, she keeps begging me to eat. of course i dont, but its hard to stay on track. but i dont want to start getting silly again...idk.
some girls are planning a meal out soon...i dont know if ill want to go. of course itll be fun but i dont want to eat. ive had more calories than anybody needs these past few weeks. i havent weighed myself for a couple of days, hopefully ive lost even the tiniest bit of weight. i need motivation more than anything at the moment.
me and olivia are going to a thirteen senses concert on monday though, maybe i can burn some calories there?
ugh i dont know.
im so clumsy at the moment, its really annoying. i fall up stairs all the time, i cant type some basic words[just as i was typing this i wrote 'through' instead of 'few' :S], i stutter and my skull feels like its tightening around my brain everytime i excersize...anybody know what it it is? im starting to wonder whats up. i dont think its food related because it started about a week before i started the new diet...