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im sooooo annoyed right now.
its small things, but laurens acting almost like she wants to rub my nose in the fact shes pretty much forgotton me. kim has been round her house the last 4 days, when im on msn they always talk about how much fun theyve been having. i was reading laurens bebo and kim had left her a comment saying:
ello sis im shairin ma lov wd u cz i lov ya 2bit sis lv ya xxxxx
n thnx 4 lst nit bbz xxx
hehe evn tho ur sitn nxt 2 me haha
hi
i dont get why she has to emphasise the word sis the whole time, if anything i think she knows im feeling left out and just wants to stir things up. it also says on laurens bebo 'kim nat loz bmfl' i know nat was writing her whole bebo account out so that dosent bother me but then olivia texted lauren and said 'how come vicki isnt in the bmfl section' and then lauren texted back 'oh i forgot'...thats what hurts me most, because i dont understand how she could 'forget' 4 years of friendship...id rather she'd have slagged me off than said that, behind my back.
i just dont know who she is anymore.
im in a quotes mood
What a brave little girl;
instead of adding to the drama
like everyone else, she decided
to be different & not burden the rest
of the population with her problems.
She knows that in this world,
she's going to have to save herself.
sometimes your closest friends
end up hurting you more
then your worse enemies would ever
come close to
i hate this feeling.
it's like, i dont even
know you anymore.
i`m weird with relationships.
i think i know what I want, then i run.
i think i run cause i`m scared,
i`m scared that I might get hurt.
or maybe i just haven`t found somone
who i know is worth being hurt for.
its small things, but laurens acting almost like she wants to rub my nose in the fact shes pretty much forgotton me. kim has been round her house the last 4 days, when im on msn they always talk about how much fun theyve been having. i was reading laurens bebo and kim had left her a comment saying:
ello sis im shairin ma lov wd u cz i lov ya 2bit sis lv ya xxxxx
n thnx 4 lst nit bbz xxx
hehe evn tho ur sitn nxt 2 me haha
hi
i dont get why she has to emphasise the word sis the whole time, if anything i think she knows im feeling left out and just wants to stir things up. it also says on laurens bebo 'kim nat loz bmfl' i know nat was writing her whole bebo account out so that dosent bother me but then olivia texted lauren and said 'how come vicki isnt in the bmfl section' and then lauren texted back 'oh i forgot'...thats what hurts me most, because i dont understand how she could 'forget' 4 years of friendship...id rather she'd have slagged me off than said that, behind my back.
i just dont know who she is anymore.
im in a quotes mood
What a brave little girl;
instead of adding to the drama
like everyone else, she decided
to be different & not burden the rest
of the population with her problems.
She knows that in this world,
she's going to have to save herself.
sometimes your closest friends
end up hurting you more
then your worse enemies would ever
come close to
i hate this feeling.
it's like, i dont even
know you anymore.
i`m weird with relationships.
i think i know what I want, then i run.
i think i run cause i`m scared,
i`m scared that I might get hurt.
or maybe i just haven`t found somone
who i know is worth being hurt for.