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Isn't it amazing how you can keep so much
bottled up inside, and you can walk around and nobody
has any idea
im tired. im tired of trying to explain what it is about them thats tearing me up.
if you ever met me, i know for a fact id be telling jokes and dancing around being all hyper
but really, all i want is for things to go back to how they were. before the arguments. before the make-up and hair straightners. before the boyfriends. before the image obsession.
i think thats what everybody wants really. all anybody cares about is how you look and how much money you have.
if appearance wasnt an issue, i wouldnt be in this mess
if money didnt make the world go round i wouldnt be in this mess
and most of all, if people could just hold onto their friends instead of the one in, one out rule, i wouldnt be in this mess.