ehh
Wow. that has been one hell of a weird break.
I get to start the nursing program next semester. January 10, 2005.. not january of 07 like i was originally told. Kinda scared about that, but at least it'll be over with faster. I'll just have to work super hard.
Christmas sure was super interesting.. Christmas eve.. brianna gets bit by a dog, goes to the ER.. next day she has to go back cuz it's infected. so yea.. she ends up being in there till Tuesday. It was a mess. That poor little girl. A month ago she was in there to get her appendix out. and she didn't even get the digital camera thingie she wanted. boo hoo. I got pretty much everything i wanted. Well, i liked everything i did get. My CD alarm clock rocks. I love waking up to any CD that i put in there. It's nice to not wake up to an annoying buzzer. Christmas night was super crappy. No offense to Brian's family or anything, but by the time I got over there, I was so exhausted and cranky, I didn't feel socialable at all. And from that night on, I was not socially inclined. (Hah, Like I've ever been) Seriously, I just got super depressed that night, and especially tuesday night. geez. I was much much better today.
People have been really annoying me lately. Some people owe brian and i so much, and we ask so little, and they still can't give us 90 F-ing minutes of their time, but they can go out and party it up alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll
night. So annoying, seriously. You wouldn't be able to go out and party if it wasn't for us. God damnit. You promise shit, and still don't come thru. god. and you know I'd never say anything to your face cuz i'd get knocked the F out. but whatev. one day i'll crack. i swear i will.
I've gotten to see a lot of Laura lately. well not too recently, but when break first started. We went to Flirt on a whim, didn't stay too long, big surprise.., but it was still fun. She dressed up too much to get hit on by girls. haha. that was funny. Mel has completely cut me out of her life it seems. God. It really bothers me. She doesn't talk to me about anything. I have to hear everything about her from Laura, and I don't really understand why she tells laura and not me, cuz Laura then bitches her out for every little mistake she makes. She knows I wouldn't do that, but I guess she wants it or something. It's beyond my comprehension. I'll even ask her about what's going on in her life, and all I get is nothing.. Whatever. I guess I don't really tell her anything, but I don't have much to say most of the time anyway, but I would like have someone there to talk to if i feel i need to talk. I know she's there if need be, but I just feel weird now. Like, what's the point in dishing to someone who doesn't trust you enough to tell their stuff. I dunno. It bugs me sometimes. I swear I've told her this stuff before, but who knows, I can't remember anything anymore.
Well, I am tired now. Good night.
I get to start the nursing program next semester. January 10, 2005.. not january of 07 like i was originally told. Kinda scared about that, but at least it'll be over with faster. I'll just have to work super hard.
Christmas sure was super interesting.. Christmas eve.. brianna gets bit by a dog, goes to the ER.. next day she has to go back cuz it's infected. so yea.. she ends up being in there till Tuesday. It was a mess. That poor little girl. A month ago she was in there to get her appendix out. and she didn't even get the digital camera thingie she wanted. boo hoo. I got pretty much everything i wanted. Well, i liked everything i did get. My CD alarm clock rocks. I love waking up to any CD that i put in there. It's nice to not wake up to an annoying buzzer. Christmas night was super crappy. No offense to Brian's family or anything, but by the time I got over there, I was so exhausted and cranky, I didn't feel socialable at all. And from that night on, I was not socially inclined. (Hah, Like I've ever been) Seriously, I just got super depressed that night, and especially tuesday night. geez. I was much much better today.
People have been really annoying me lately. Some people owe brian and i so much, and we ask so little, and they still can't give us 90 F-ing minutes of their time, but they can go out and party it up alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll
night. So annoying, seriously. You wouldn't be able to go out and party if it wasn't for us. God damnit. You promise shit, and still don't come thru. god. and you know I'd never say anything to your face cuz i'd get knocked the F out. but whatev. one day i'll crack. i swear i will.
I've gotten to see a lot of Laura lately. well not too recently, but when break first started. We went to Flirt on a whim, didn't stay too long, big surprise.., but it was still fun. She dressed up too much to get hit on by girls. haha. that was funny. Mel has completely cut me out of her life it seems. God. It really bothers me. She doesn't talk to me about anything. I have to hear everything about her from Laura, and I don't really understand why she tells laura and not me, cuz Laura then bitches her out for every little mistake she makes. She knows I wouldn't do that, but I guess she wants it or something. It's beyond my comprehension. I'll even ask her about what's going on in her life, and all I get is nothing.. Whatever. I guess I don't really tell her anything, but I don't have much to say most of the time anyway, but I would like have someone there to talk to if i feel i need to talk. I know she's there if need be, but I just feel weird now. Like, what's the point in dishing to someone who doesn't trust you enough to tell their stuff. I dunno. It bugs me sometimes. I swear I've told her this stuff before, but who knows, I can't remember anything anymore.
Well, I am tired now. Good night.