Long way from Conway (6/?)
A/N: I'm in love with this story :) I hope you enjoy!!!!!
At 6:30 am on that early Thursday morning, Adam's eyes opened to the most uncomfortable yet pleasing sight in his life. Kris was laying next to him, sprawled out as if it was his own bed all to himself, and he, much to Adam's notice, had no clothes on what so ever. Visions of last night spread through Adam's head like a whirlwind, showing a very vivid description of what had just happened. Gasping, Adam quickly got out of his bed, careful not to wake Kris, and he hobbled quickly to his closet, locking himself in it and sitting against a wall inside it, crying as hard as possible.
"What did I do last night?" He moaned, laying his head on his arms, who were folded on top of his legs, as if Adam was in a fetal position. Well, he would be if it wasn't for his giant foot cast he had on, in which he was amazed that it had survived the night. He stayed there for about ten minutes, crying and trying to sort his mind back to normal, if he remembered what normal even was. Soon, he got up and threw on some sweat pants and a very loose T-shirt and walked out of his room to face his parents about this. Hopefully, they wouldn't be too mad.
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When Leila saw her son stumble into the living room, she sprinted to him and kissed his forehead, hugging him tightly. He began to cry lightly on Leila's shoulder, soon realizing she knew about it.
"Mom," Adam choked out in a scared tone, "are.....are we okay?"
Leila nodded, kissing her son again tenderly. "Adam...........is Kris still in there?"
Adam nodded, biting his lip nervously. "Yes Mom. I'm sorry about last night, truly sincerely sorry."
"Adam...sweetie...I'm not mad at you at all. I love you Adam, and what you do in your private life is not my business. Your Dad and I know about it, and so we talked last night a little. Honey....you are getting older now...and what you do is gonna' start to become your decision. It's about time you start to take responsibility for your actions, because soon that's what you are going to have to do. So....we aren't mad, we just hope you two made good decisions."
Tears fell all over Adam like rivers, and as a sob shook through his body, he sunk to the floor and sat at his mother's feet.
"Mom....I don't....I don't know what kind of decision that was. It kinda was made for me and then I went along with it, actually. I mean, Kris just seemed so....wiling and hyped up about it and he was just so beautiful and I couldn't help it and-"
"Sweetie," Leila said, ruffling Adam's hair, "you're just freaking out right now. Guilt always seems to follow the first time."
"Mom, me and Kris aren't even....well....able to drive yet. We're just kids, and isn't what we did a little early to be doing it? I mean, we're 15 years old for Pete sakes!"
Leila sighed. "As I said Adam, it's your choices. I guess you'll have to talk it over with Kris to see how good your decision was. Now come on, want to help me make breakfast?"
With a sigh, Adam nodded and followed his mom to the kitchen. They decided to make bacon and eggs for everyone, so Leila was in charge of the bacon and Adam took the job of making the eggs. They were utterly silent for the whole time, and by the time they finished, Leila couldn't stand it.
"Adam, please speak baby! I mean, it's not like the world's gonna' end! It's not like Kris could get pregnant! He'll get over it and so will you! Now eat your breakfast Adam. You need to eat."
Just then, Neil came out of his room and rubbed his eyes, giggling a bit when he saw Adam sitting at the table.
"Well well, if it ain't Mr. "Guess what I did last night"! Thanks for keeping me up until two in the morning Adam!"
"Neil Lambert, you be quiet right now mister!" Leila yelled, sternly glaring at him. Neil immediately sat, scared to even look at her or Adam.
"Yes Mommy."
Quietly, the three ate their breakfast, no one, not even Neil, speaking. It was so awkward, and if this is what it was going to be like all day between them, Adam could not wait until Kris got up. Bring on the awkwardness. he thought to himself as he heard his father walk out of his room. Eber silently sat down and ate, not even looking at Adam. Finally, Adam broke the silence between them and tried to apologize.
"Dad, I-"
"Adam, all I'm saying is that you better have made a good decision last night. If you didn't, well...I don't know what I or your mom will do, but know one thing...if you ruin his life son, I'll be very, very disappointed. That will be almost unforgivable to me."
Adam bit his lip and sunk his head into his hands, small sobs escaping his body.
"I'm so sorry Dad.....really...."
Wrapping him in his arms, Eber patted Adam's back and gave him a small squeeze. "I know, son. I know. Just...calm down. We'll worry about this later. Now, if you excuse me, it's time for me to head out."
After putting on his leather jacket and grabbing his keys, Eber walked outside and left the family silent. Adam was a wreck, seeing how his Dad wasn't so happy as he thought he would be.
Dang, should have known he'd be more tough than Mom.....idiot!
"Adam."
Adam jumped, hitting his foot under the table and groaning like a person being stabbed, and looked to his mother who by then was almost laughing.
"What????? I hit my hurt leg! Sorry for being in pain, Mom!"
"Sweetie, calm down. Now, um....I think you should go wake Kris. His food is gonna' get cold soon..."
"Oh poor Kris. Ugh, after last night I've lost all respect for him. Adam, Adam, oh Adam, more more baby!"
Suddenly, there was a loud bang that left both Adam and Neil in huge deals of pain. Leila looked at her boys and shook her head in shock.
"What the heck happened?"
"ADAM KICKED ME!" Neil yelled, clenching his now bruised leg.
"BECAUSE YOU'RE A JERK!"
"OH, SORRY THAT I JUST HAPPENED TO HEAR YOU TWO SCREAMING FROM FIVE FEET AWAY!"
"I'M GONNA' KILL YOU TWO IF YOU BOTH DON'T SHUT UP!"
The boys, clearly shocked, turned to their mother quietly, who was about to burst from her stress.
"Adam, Neil, I want you two to just STOP! I'm already under enough pressure and you two aren't helping! So, if you don't be quiet for once in your lives, I will have dire consequences. Adam, go wake Kris up. Neil, go get ready for school....and if I hear from any of those boys that you came in or eavesdropped in any way, you will be grounded for three months! Do I make myself clear, boys?"
"Yes Mommy."
"Yes Mom."
"Good," Leila exasperatedly said, running her hand through her hair, "now, go do it."
Neil, scared half to death of his Mom right then. fled the scene and ran to his room at top speed, sending a loud bang as he slammed the door shut. Adam, sadly forced to use crutches, got up on them and hobbled to his room, carefully opening the door. As he walked in, he saw Kris's smiling asleep face, and all the courage he had to face Kris melted away instantly.
How am I supposed to talk to him about last night? How?
Still careful not to wake Kris, Adam got on the bed and sat next to him, running his hand through Kris's hair softly. Just then, Kris's brown eyes fluttered open, and when he saw Adam sitting there he smiled a goofy grin and laughed.
"What are you doin' here? I thought you would have dropped me off at my house and disowned me by now."
"Enough of the jokes, Kris." Adam groaned, letting go of Kris's hair. "Kris......we need to talk about last night..."
"You don't hate me, do you?"
The look in Kris's eyes killed Adam. As much as he was mad at Kris for starting all of this, Adam couldn't dare hurt him. It was how Kris was with Adam. Always safe from his anger.
"Kris.....no, I don't. My parents and I discussed it and they aren't mad at us. I just need to ask you something, and you have to promise me you will tell the full complete truth."
Kris nodded, placing his hand shakily on Adam's shoulder.
"Do you regret last night? I mean, do you think it was a good choice we made?"
"We were safe, at least."
In anger, Adam hit his fist on the bed and shook his head furiously. "NO Kris, not what good choices we made, but was what we did last night a good choice?"
For a minute, Kris stood still and nervous, trying to think what to say.
I don't regret it exactly....it was fun and I do love Adam....I guess.....
"No Adam, I don't regret it at all. Yes, it was a good choice, at least it wasn't something I would regret. I do love you, Adam. What happened last night I think had to happen....I mean...well, it kinda' broke the barriers of our fears about our relationship. Besides, I think I finally realized how much you do mean to me. Adam, you know how you told me you would wait forever to be with me?"
Nodding, a tear fell from Adam's emotional face.
"Well...I have a feeling you won't have to wait much longer. I, uh, was wondering.....you think we could be.....together....boyfriends......I mean if not, I understand completely! But um.....could we?"
A smile bubbling from his mouth, Adam placed a delicate kiss on Kris's forehead.
"Why would I say no, Kris? Of course.....I love you. I do, Kris. I know we still have to wait until we are much older for things to go any further, I think you and me will be great together. I love you so much, Kristopher."
Smiling, Kris pecked Adam on the cheek and giggled. "I love you too, boyfriend."
Laughing the boys kissed each other, gazing into each other's eyes as they parted.
"Kris, I think we should head out to the dinning room. I mean, my mom and I cooked breakfast and yours is getting cold, so..."
"I'll go get dressed...."
"Um.....how should we do this....."
"Turn around, Adam. I'll just go get my clothes and run to the bathroom. No biggie."
"Um...okay...."
Adam turned around slowly and shut his eyes tight as he heard Kris run over to his clothes and shut the bathroom door.
"OKAY, I'M IN!"
"Okay Kris!"
After three minutes, Kris finally came out and grinned at Adam, taking a quick glance at the door.
"RACE YOU THERE!"
Kris sped off out the door in a full sprint, giggling and laughing like a 2 year old. Moaning, Adam took his crutches and hobbled his way out of the room and out to the living room, where he saw Kris cheekily smirking at Adam.
"I call rematch Allen! The day after I get this thing off. You. Me. My house. Be there."
Kris couldn't help but laughing as Adam glared at him, and man did he laugh when Adam reached him and began to tickle the heck out of Kris.
I'm so glad it worked! Leila thought as she watched the two laughing and playing, Thank you God, or who ever's up there....for ....well, this. Just thank you.
At 6:30 am on that early Thursday morning, Adam's eyes opened to the most uncomfortable yet pleasing sight in his life. Kris was laying next to him, sprawled out as if it was his own bed all to himself, and he, much to Adam's notice, had no clothes on what so ever. Visions of last night spread through Adam's head like a whirlwind, showing a very vivid description of what had just happened. Gasping, Adam quickly got out of his bed, careful not to wake Kris, and he hobbled quickly to his closet, locking himself in it and sitting against a wall inside it, crying as hard as possible.
"What did I do last night?" He moaned, laying his head on his arms, who were folded on top of his legs, as if Adam was in a fetal position. Well, he would be if it wasn't for his giant foot cast he had on, in which he was amazed that it had survived the night. He stayed there for about ten minutes, crying and trying to sort his mind back to normal, if he remembered what normal even was. Soon, he got up and threw on some sweat pants and a very loose T-shirt and walked out of his room to face his parents about this. Hopefully, they wouldn't be too mad.
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When Leila saw her son stumble into the living room, she sprinted to him and kissed his forehead, hugging him tightly. He began to cry lightly on Leila's shoulder, soon realizing she knew about it.
"Mom," Adam choked out in a scared tone, "are.....are we okay?"
Leila nodded, kissing her son again tenderly. "Adam...........is Kris still in there?"
Adam nodded, biting his lip nervously. "Yes Mom. I'm sorry about last night, truly sincerely sorry."
"Adam...sweetie...I'm not mad at you at all. I love you Adam, and what you do in your private life is not my business. Your Dad and I know about it, and so we talked last night a little. Honey....you are getting older now...and what you do is gonna' start to become your decision. It's about time you start to take responsibility for your actions, because soon that's what you are going to have to do. So....we aren't mad, we just hope you two made good decisions."
Tears fell all over Adam like rivers, and as a sob shook through his body, he sunk to the floor and sat at his mother's feet.
"Mom....I don't....I don't know what kind of decision that was. It kinda was made for me and then I went along with it, actually. I mean, Kris just seemed so....wiling and hyped up about it and he was just so beautiful and I couldn't help it and-"
"Sweetie," Leila said, ruffling Adam's hair, "you're just freaking out right now. Guilt always seems to follow the first time."
"Mom, me and Kris aren't even....well....able to drive yet. We're just kids, and isn't what we did a little early to be doing it? I mean, we're 15 years old for Pete sakes!"
Leila sighed. "As I said Adam, it's your choices. I guess you'll have to talk it over with Kris to see how good your decision was. Now come on, want to help me make breakfast?"
With a sigh, Adam nodded and followed his mom to the kitchen. They decided to make bacon and eggs for everyone, so Leila was in charge of the bacon and Adam took the job of making the eggs. They were utterly silent for the whole time, and by the time they finished, Leila couldn't stand it.
"Adam, please speak baby! I mean, it's not like the world's gonna' end! It's not like Kris could get pregnant! He'll get over it and so will you! Now eat your breakfast Adam. You need to eat."
Just then, Neil came out of his room and rubbed his eyes, giggling a bit when he saw Adam sitting at the table.
"Well well, if it ain't Mr. "Guess what I did last night"! Thanks for keeping me up until two in the morning Adam!"
"Neil Lambert, you be quiet right now mister!" Leila yelled, sternly glaring at him. Neil immediately sat, scared to even look at her or Adam.
"Yes Mommy."
Quietly, the three ate their breakfast, no one, not even Neil, speaking. It was so awkward, and if this is what it was going to be like all day between them, Adam could not wait until Kris got up. Bring on the awkwardness. he thought to himself as he heard his father walk out of his room. Eber silently sat down and ate, not even looking at Adam. Finally, Adam broke the silence between them and tried to apologize.
"Dad, I-"
"Adam, all I'm saying is that you better have made a good decision last night. If you didn't, well...I don't know what I or your mom will do, but know one thing...if you ruin his life son, I'll be very, very disappointed. That will be almost unforgivable to me."
Adam bit his lip and sunk his head into his hands, small sobs escaping his body.
"I'm so sorry Dad.....really...."
Wrapping him in his arms, Eber patted Adam's back and gave him a small squeeze. "I know, son. I know. Just...calm down. We'll worry about this later. Now, if you excuse me, it's time for me to head out."
After putting on his leather jacket and grabbing his keys, Eber walked outside and left the family silent. Adam was a wreck, seeing how his Dad wasn't so happy as he thought he would be.
Dang, should have known he'd be more tough than Mom.....idiot!
"Adam."
Adam jumped, hitting his foot under the table and groaning like a person being stabbed, and looked to his mother who by then was almost laughing.
"What????? I hit my hurt leg! Sorry for being in pain, Mom!"
"Sweetie, calm down. Now, um....I think you should go wake Kris. His food is gonna' get cold soon..."
"Oh poor Kris. Ugh, after last night I've lost all respect for him. Adam, Adam, oh Adam, more more baby!"
Suddenly, there was a loud bang that left both Adam and Neil in huge deals of pain. Leila looked at her boys and shook her head in shock.
"What the heck happened?"
"ADAM KICKED ME!" Neil yelled, clenching his now bruised leg.
"BECAUSE YOU'RE A JERK!"
"OH, SORRY THAT I JUST HAPPENED TO HEAR YOU TWO SCREAMING FROM FIVE FEET AWAY!"
"I'M GONNA' KILL YOU TWO IF YOU BOTH DON'T SHUT UP!"
The boys, clearly shocked, turned to their mother quietly, who was about to burst from her stress.
"Adam, Neil, I want you two to just STOP! I'm already under enough pressure and you two aren't helping! So, if you don't be quiet for once in your lives, I will have dire consequences. Adam, go wake Kris up. Neil, go get ready for school....and if I hear from any of those boys that you came in or eavesdropped in any way, you will be grounded for three months! Do I make myself clear, boys?"
"Yes Mommy."
"Yes Mom."
"Good," Leila exasperatedly said, running her hand through her hair, "now, go do it."
Neil, scared half to death of his Mom right then. fled the scene and ran to his room at top speed, sending a loud bang as he slammed the door shut. Adam, sadly forced to use crutches, got up on them and hobbled to his room, carefully opening the door. As he walked in, he saw Kris's smiling asleep face, and all the courage he had to face Kris melted away instantly.
How am I supposed to talk to him about last night? How?
Still careful not to wake Kris, Adam got on the bed and sat next to him, running his hand through Kris's hair softly. Just then, Kris's brown eyes fluttered open, and when he saw Adam sitting there he smiled a goofy grin and laughed.
"What are you doin' here? I thought you would have dropped me off at my house and disowned me by now."
"Enough of the jokes, Kris." Adam groaned, letting go of Kris's hair. "Kris......we need to talk about last night..."
"You don't hate me, do you?"
The look in Kris's eyes killed Adam. As much as he was mad at Kris for starting all of this, Adam couldn't dare hurt him. It was how Kris was with Adam. Always safe from his anger.
"Kris.....no, I don't. My parents and I discussed it and they aren't mad at us. I just need to ask you something, and you have to promise me you will tell the full complete truth."
Kris nodded, placing his hand shakily on Adam's shoulder.
"Do you regret last night? I mean, do you think it was a good choice we made?"
"We were safe, at least."
In anger, Adam hit his fist on the bed and shook his head furiously. "NO Kris, not what good choices we made, but was what we did last night a good choice?"
For a minute, Kris stood still and nervous, trying to think what to say.
I don't regret it exactly....it was fun and I do love Adam....I guess.....
"No Adam, I don't regret it at all. Yes, it was a good choice, at least it wasn't something I would regret. I do love you, Adam. What happened last night I think had to happen....I mean...well, it kinda' broke the barriers of our fears about our relationship. Besides, I think I finally realized how much you do mean to me. Adam, you know how you told me you would wait forever to be with me?"
Nodding, a tear fell from Adam's emotional face.
"Well...I have a feeling you won't have to wait much longer. I, uh, was wondering.....you think we could be.....together....boyfriends......I mean if not, I understand completely! But um.....could we?"
A smile bubbling from his mouth, Adam placed a delicate kiss on Kris's forehead.
"Why would I say no, Kris? Of course.....I love you. I do, Kris. I know we still have to wait until we are much older for things to go any further, I think you and me will be great together. I love you so much, Kristopher."
Smiling, Kris pecked Adam on the cheek and giggled. "I love you too, boyfriend."
Laughing the boys kissed each other, gazing into each other's eyes as they parted.
"Kris, I think we should head out to the dinning room. I mean, my mom and I cooked breakfast and yours is getting cold, so..."
"I'll go get dressed...."
"Um.....how should we do this....."
"Turn around, Adam. I'll just go get my clothes and run to the bathroom. No biggie."
"Um...okay...."
Adam turned around slowly and shut his eyes tight as he heard Kris run over to his clothes and shut the bathroom door.
"OKAY, I'M IN!"
"Okay Kris!"
After three minutes, Kris finally came out and grinned at Adam, taking a quick glance at the door.
"RACE YOU THERE!"
Kris sped off out the door in a full sprint, giggling and laughing like a 2 year old. Moaning, Adam took his crutches and hobbled his way out of the room and out to the living room, where he saw Kris cheekily smirking at Adam.
"I call rematch Allen! The day after I get this thing off. You. Me. My house. Be there."
Kris couldn't help but laughing as Adam glared at him, and man did he laugh when Adam reached him and began to tickle the heck out of Kris.
I'm so glad it worked! Leila thought as she watched the two laughing and playing, Thank you God, or who ever's up there....for ....well, this. Just thank you.