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i was right, somethng happened, and it was good.
this isnt so good:
things written between brackets [] are commentary by me after the convo.... and i took the liberty of correcting huge spelling and grammar mistakes....
victor: well there ya go... he [kody] dropped me and got shit strait with you... thats awesome sara theres no reason for n e 1 to squabble
me: please go back and re-read what you just wrote, and see how over dramatic it was.
victor: ya sorry there i go feeling again
me: that wasnt feeling, that was attempting to make me feel badly
victor: you?
victor: how was that directed at you at all?
victor: well narciccist
me: yes, the fact that kody and i talked things out, you want me to pity you and feel badly and patronize you and say im sorry and that its ok and pat you on the back and give you a hug, but i wont. deal with it. you never even read that book victor, what you said was incorrect, that isnt Narcissus.
victor: your really that shallow? i dont need you to patronize me... i was saying that it bugged me that he just randomly wouldnt talk to me and was a dick to me but can sit there and work things out with you but not even call me to get shit straight... not that it matters at all... and by the way i did read the story of "narsissus" in 9th grade
victor: and its cool that you think all i want from you is patronization.. god when i actually feel annoyed by something, going to you is me trying to get sympathy... cool
me: i thought you meant Narcissus and Guldmund. and that is just how it seemed. i'm not angry at you and you shouldnt be upset with me, im just telling you what i was thinking of how you were responding to that, i think it was very immature, it took a while for kody and i to actually talk. have patience.
victor: and your gonna say im melodramatic and really im not becasue i really dont care... its just rediculous that with everyone i have to walk on egg shells becasue n e thing i do is melo dramatic annyoing etc. when am i gonna be good enough... theres no trying with me and thats wut annoys ya'll, that i dont try to be this person you want to create me?
me: we arent trying to create anything of you victor, not at all. just make you see things in you. stop being defencive
victor: thats ok... becasue everytime i tell kody or natalie how i feel they're very quick to respond and tell me how immature i am about everything, yet they go off and get mad and then "maturely" dont talk to me n e more.. and talk shit about me right in front me
me: at least it isnt behind your back, you know how they feel
victor: ya at least
me: have you taken the iniciative to call them and talk to them or to call kody> pehaps he doesnt realise something is wrong
victor: ya i called him last night and he didnt answer
victor: and i called natalie and she didnt answer so im not gona be annyoing
me: if thats how you feel, or think you should 'handle it' then alright
victor: wuut?
me: i dont even knwo where this conflict and situation started, i dont care to either, i just know that it is frivolous
victor: yes it is
me: then let it go
victor: everything is like a party to ya'll... get drunk get mad problems created... then just forget about it... wutever its not a big deal... just wutever hi ima hippi peace love bud
victor: but its understandable..
victor: theres no drama when no one cares right?
me: we care, we arent hippies, we arent anything, we're just sara and kody and natalie and joe and thats how it is. accept.
victor: later
victor signed off at 11:02:33 PM.
i dont understand that boy. and for the first time, hes actually made me angry with him.
christ he needs to step out of society.
ON ANOTHER NOTE!!!
yay to shopping, and yay to sleep!
this isnt so good:
things written between brackets [] are commentary by me after the convo.... and i took the liberty of correcting huge spelling and grammar mistakes....
victor: well there ya go... he [kody] dropped me and got shit strait with you... thats awesome sara theres no reason for n e 1 to squabble
me: please go back and re-read what you just wrote, and see how over dramatic it was.
victor: ya sorry there i go feeling again
me: that wasnt feeling, that was attempting to make me feel badly
victor: you?
victor: how was that directed at you at all?
victor: well narciccist
me: yes, the fact that kody and i talked things out, you want me to pity you and feel badly and patronize you and say im sorry and that its ok and pat you on the back and give you a hug, but i wont. deal with it. you never even read that book victor, what you said was incorrect, that isnt Narcissus.
victor: your really that shallow? i dont need you to patronize me... i was saying that it bugged me that he just randomly wouldnt talk to me and was a dick to me but can sit there and work things out with you but not even call me to get shit straight... not that it matters at all... and by the way i did read the story of "narsissus" in 9th grade
victor: and its cool that you think all i want from you is patronization.. god when i actually feel annoyed by something, going to you is me trying to get sympathy... cool
me: i thought you meant Narcissus and Guldmund. and that is just how it seemed. i'm not angry at you and you shouldnt be upset with me, im just telling you what i was thinking of how you were responding to that, i think it was very immature, it took a while for kody and i to actually talk. have patience.
victor: and your gonna say im melodramatic and really im not becasue i really dont care... its just rediculous that with everyone i have to walk on egg shells becasue n e thing i do is melo dramatic annyoing etc. when am i gonna be good enough... theres no trying with me and thats wut annoys ya'll, that i dont try to be this person you want to create me?
me: we arent trying to create anything of you victor, not at all. just make you see things in you. stop being defencive
victor: thats ok... becasue everytime i tell kody or natalie how i feel they're very quick to respond and tell me how immature i am about everything, yet they go off and get mad and then "maturely" dont talk to me n e more.. and talk shit about me right in front me
me: at least it isnt behind your back, you know how they feel
victor: ya at least
me: have you taken the iniciative to call them and talk to them or to call kody> pehaps he doesnt realise something is wrong
victor: ya i called him last night and he didnt answer
victor: and i called natalie and she didnt answer so im not gona be annyoing
me: if thats how you feel, or think you should 'handle it' then alright
victor: wuut?
me: i dont even knwo where this conflict and situation started, i dont care to either, i just know that it is frivolous
victor: yes it is
me: then let it go
victor: everything is like a party to ya'll... get drunk get mad problems created... then just forget about it... wutever its not a big deal... just wutever hi ima hippi peace love bud
victor: but its understandable..
victor: theres no drama when no one cares right?
me: we care, we arent hippies, we arent anything, we're just sara and kody and natalie and joe and thats how it is. accept.
victor: later
victor signed off at 11:02:33 PM.
i dont understand that boy. and for the first time, hes actually made me angry with him.
christ he needs to step out of society.
ON ANOTHER NOTE!!!
yay to shopping, and yay to sleep!