Jul 29, 2009 16:38
I am listening to Fischerspooner. Its pretty rad for the end of the day. I was violently hungover this morning due to Tiffany bringing a million people to my house and some dude seriously creeping my house. I was so pissed. I finished my project for the city today, and blogged for the company. I need to go clean out my old apartment, but that just might wait until tomorrow.
I've been re-reading all of my old Myspace blogs, and I used to be really witty. Now, I feel like I can't type fast enough or put words down in the correct fashion. My colorgenics was correct today. Big surprise.
Name: Kimmi
Date: 7/29/2009
Colorgenics Number: 12457603
You are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment. You seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements, of which you seem to have had more than your fair share. But you are taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and you are right in doing so as you are a very sensitive person.
You are very talented, imaginative and sensitive but you are holding back as you do not really like going it 'on your own'. In preference you would like to team up with someone, someone with similar attributes as your own, to explore - to seek out and go perhaps 'where no other man has trod before'. It is the unusual that attracts you and which will give you a sense of excitement and adventure.
There are times of everyone's life when 'compromise' is the name of the game and this is the time, so you have no alternative but to forgo some pleasures for the time being. You are capable of achieving satisfaction through physical activity.
You are experiencing excess frustration and agitation which is the result of trying to resist any form of stimulation or excitement. This may lead to nervous exhaustion, angry outbursts or lowering of the libido. This on-going situation could become threatening and dangerous. You are furious at the thought that you may be unable to achieve your goals and even more distressed at your feeling of helplessness to remedy this. You are at the point of a nervous mental and physical breakdown but it's not too late to do something about it - take a rest, forget about everything and try to take heed of that ancient adage 'He who fights and runs away - lives to fight another day'.
You are completely worn out and you are not in the mood for any further demands on your resources. The situation - such as it is - has rendered you quite helpless, unable to continue the mental battle that you have been pursuing for some considerable time. Enough is enough. All you would like to do now would be to have some time for yourself, to find a peaceful situation where you can recuperate in your own time.
Help me, Obi-Wan Kenobi. You're my only hope.