i'd turn my day to night

Mar 11, 2009 14:37

Well I wish I was a pretty little bird
I wish I was a pretty little bee
I wish I was so far away
No more you’d see of me
Well, it’s hard to love and not be loved
It’s hard to please your mind
When you’ve broken the heart of many a poor boy
But you’ll never break this heart of mine

Fuckin' Old Crow. That album got me through camp. Kelsey would come with me into my car at night when I smoked my one cigarette a day and listen to it with me. Love those Tennessee girls.

My internet is still not working, maybe with Dan moving out it will work again. I took some cold medicine today and it definitely knocked me on my ass. When I finally woke up from my stupor at Lindsey's, I pretty much was hallucinating while driving to campus, and probably shouldn't have been driving. My mom sent me a really mean email last night, because I went to go get a pint because I'm super fucking stressed. I might as well just post it.


I really can't believe you went out last night. Alcohol is not an excuse to use when you claim being stressed out. I have alot of stress in my life & you don't see me out in the bars. As for the money...you are dwindling down your funds & it needs to stop. You need to build up your checking acct. as I will definitely not have the funds for rent over the summer months. My check is what pays your rent & it will be non-existent. You need to start building your acct. now with your paychecks. Where is the check from us & money from gram & helen? I haven't seen this deposited.

Have you ever called Auntie Helen to thank her yet? The CFU has to get done ASAP. You seen to have time for everything else except what's important.
-Mommee

I am really enjoying researching for my massive paper that is due on Friday for extra credit. I'm almost through reading/taking notes. I can't make excuses for myself anymore. I'm just not organised. (Note: fuck you firefox for telling me I spelled that wrong...BRITONS!) I'm really trying to do this whole school thing. Even though my dad is worried that I'm not going to get a job. I really don't need anymore stress. I'll turn into someone singing drunken lullabies every night if I get anymore stress.

I've lost three pounds this week. One of the only good things that's happened this week.
I just talked with my old painting teacher who was a hairdresser for 30 years, and she does not think that it is a good idea for me to bleach my hair platinum. I still want to try it anyway, obviously. I might just do highlights for now.

YOU BEEN SCIENCED!


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