this is going to be one loooong rant tonight.
i've been in sumter since friday now. i haven't complained. today i cried because i just want to come home. i don't know anybody here. and i found out my grandpa is getting remarried and it's been a really stressful trip.
earlier today i was so upset. everything about this place is..... well yeah. ever since i've been here i've gained 7 pounds. i've gotten so out of shape. and it's quite gross. i wanted wings today. so i was all excited about getting wings. so me and my dad went out to go get some. well i put in atreyu. and i was like i love this song. and i guess he liked it or he was pretending to. and he starts headbanging. and he's like woo yeah turn it up bitch! who calls their daughter a bitch? he's like driving 80 miles an hour through the neighborhood headbanging. most people would think that having a dad that acts your age would be cool. but it gets so old. he's always been like this. that's why like none of you have met him. he acts younger than me. he just, can be..... immature.like one time he said my boobs were bigger than my moms. and yeah. thats odd and gross and scary.ok so not only did he call me a bitch but he was driving like 80 and he had had like 4 beers. i was scared.
hrm so yeah. there were no wings so we got chineese from the FU Garden. no lie. thats the name =D. i got like 8 pounds of chineese.
so i called my mom to let her know i was bored and that i want to come home early. and come back tommorow. so she said ok. and as far as i know i still am.
my dad and jason left for my aunt carols and like just got back. well i told jason we were leaving early tommorow. and he starts crying. and my dad is like "why are you leaving early." and i said " you are too so it doesnt matter" and jason is like why are we going. and i said i wanted to go to michaels. and jason was like its not like you'll never see him again. you can use the phone. when he gets a girlfriend, i'm holding that to him. he's still fudging crying. he's the one who always gets his fucking way up here. and then when we come home he talks about how misserable he was. all my dad does is buys him stuff. and when he gets home and tells my mom she buys him stuff. ugh. he says he doesn't want to leave because he has friends here. he has friends at home. i don't know what everyones freaking problem has been today.
well yeah that's going to stop my whining tonight. be my friend?
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