I am not sure how much of my newfound genuine desire to be involved in the process of writing (not just 'I wanna write') has to do with how much I don't want to do my Chinese homework. Hopefully not TOO much. Somewhat, yes, but one can't have everything.
It is so cold here I feel like I might freeze to death.
Well, all right, right now my computer tells me it's 31 degrees Fahrenheit. This is not too bad, and I know it. It's wind chill that makes it really terrible. But last night at about this time, or somewhat 'later', the computer told me it was 8 degrees Fahrenheit outside, and believe me it was not lying.
And it doesn't feel much different in here, because my heater is on, but the heater is below the window, which lets some air in no matter how closed it is, and both of these things are beside my desk, and I get cold very easily and basically I am FREEZING and my hands stiffer/achier/something because of the cold. I think I am disproportionately feeling it, but dude, whatEVER, it is just so cold. And not even pretending to snow. I could forgive the temperature for SNOW. But no. None. Just death cold.
Procrastination (I literally didn't do anything productive on Saturday) is now kicking my ass. I realize I asked for it - I ought to have done a LOT of this stuff on Saturday - but I didn't, and I missed stuff 'cos of being bad with dates lately, and basically I am failing at time management even more than usual. I don't really have to go to class on Wednesday...so yeah, I can't wait for Thanksgiving break x a lot.
I just typed "I am so cold" after that sentence. Seem to be prone to a certain kind of nonsequitur.
Honestly, I am so cold I am having difficulty concentrating on other things. I really don't have enough hw done for doing what I want or going to bed to be options, though - I can do a fair amount of work in two hours, but I want to eat LUNCH and I can't do all of this in two hours.
Sigh. I wish I'd done this Saturday. XP I wish I'd done my laundry! The laundry room is warm. I would totally, except that would mean staying up till 4 at least for sure, almost certainly later, and I need to have enough sleep to get up for lecture because I am not missing class the MONDAY before Thanksgiving. I will send emails and then go back to work. Mehhhhhhhh. Not enough time. Everyone is talking about how quickly this semester went - and while we do get out earlier than we did last year, that isn't really it: it did go much, much faster - it still feels like October, which is part of why I keep fucking up re: what date it is.