when things change...
i don't like how so many things in my life are changing. i feel like i just got used to how things were, and they were nearly perfect. now, people are graduating, people are moving, college is ending, future is approaching, and i'm not ready for it all. one of my best friends left today and i'm sad. really sad and i can't stop thinking about how different things are going to be without him near to me. where will i go when i need someone to make me laugh the only way that he knows how. who will make me dinner and entertain me with his stories. who will do the 30 second sound bite from sri lanka and remind me of the greatest experience of my life.
god has blessed me with this person who has changed my life in ways that no one else could. he was like a present that i never thought i'd get, nor did i think i wanted. but i opened it and it's the best thing i ever got. it's cool how people can change your life in such a short period of time. he has changed my life and i'm going to miss him so much; so much it hurts.
another best friend of mine graduates tomorrow. this one has yet to sink in, but it's going to hurt just as much. tyler's like my twin brother. he loves life so much and from the day i met him, i have enjoyed life more. he's going to change the world and i couldn't be more proud of him. i'm selfish because i want him to stay, but god has bigger plans for him than slo, or even america for that matter. ahhh, i could just cry.
next quarter is going to be weird. two of my best friends up here will be gone. i can get so sad thinking about all this, but i can't because when i look at it, i realize more and more about god's love for me that he would put these men in my life.
i'm so thankful for tyler and mario, they are amazing. i thank god for bringing them into my life and teaching me in so many ways.
god has blessed me with this person who has changed my life in ways that no one else could. he was like a present that i never thought i'd get, nor did i think i wanted. but i opened it and it's the best thing i ever got. it's cool how people can change your life in such a short period of time. he has changed my life and i'm going to miss him so much; so much it hurts.
another best friend of mine graduates tomorrow. this one has yet to sink in, but it's going to hurt just as much. tyler's like my twin brother. he loves life so much and from the day i met him, i have enjoyed life more. he's going to change the world and i couldn't be more proud of him. i'm selfish because i want him to stay, but god has bigger plans for him than slo, or even america for that matter. ahhh, i could just cry.
next quarter is going to be weird. two of my best friends up here will be gone. i can get so sad thinking about all this, but i can't because when i look at it, i realize more and more about god's love for me that he would put these men in my life.
i'm so thankful for tyler and mario, they are amazing. i thank god for bringing them into my life and teaching me in so many ways.