rollar coaster
i'm up, then down. high, then low. it's so lame. i feel like an idiot all the time. i used to live with joy in my heart, and an excitement to grow and serve. things have changed. i don't feel like myself lately. i'm in the right place, at the perfect time. my heart just sucks right now.
i look at aspects of my life and how amazing they are, yet i still manage to screw things up, or manage to make trvial things huge. i didn't know i was still in high school, but the way i've been acting, you would think so.
there is no time like the present to change this attitude. i no longer want to be independent, or to think that i am.
seriously.
create in me a clean heart, o God... please.
blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
i look at aspects of my life and how amazing they are, yet i still manage to screw things up, or manage to make trvial things huge. i didn't know i was still in high school, but the way i've been acting, you would think so.
there is no time like the present to change this attitude. i no longer want to be independent, or to think that i am.
seriously.
create in me a clean heart, o God... please.
blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.