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it's funny how things click right into perspective when you take yourself out. i left home like 4 days ago, i've mentally faced like 20 existential dilemmas and sought solutions. its like clockwork. although, recently managing stress is like a big problem for me. i am so tense and nothing can keep me calm. i do know that in 2009 i am cutting a lot of things out of my life, while simultaneously enhancing and adding things. no more partying just for the sake of partying. no more fairweather/superficial friendships. i think being with the 4 people i'm with, in the cities i've been in has helped me realize why i'm unhappy right now, and all the things i should do to make my life better.