Ughh

[glacier_kitty]

I feel like an annoyance and a burden to everyone, especially Denise. I try to do my best at work, but I feel like she has super high expectations and is never happy, no matter how much I try. One time I was trying to stack boxes of books and I guess one was in the wrong place, because she snapped at me and was like "THANKS, Heather, I GOT IT from here." A couple days ago we were sorting CDs and Denise said she'd get the trash box out of my office later..before I left I joked "hey, the trash box is still there!" and she got super annoyed and was like "YES, Heather, I'll get it before I leave today!" I was expecting her to joke back! That finally broke me, and now I feel AWFUL about myself. Why does anyone put up with me? I'm just annoying to everyone, especially when I talk about something I'm interested in, like Cherry..people just roll their eyes and laugh, like it's the dumbest thing they've ever heard, which makes me feel like I'm dumb too. I'm tired of being stressed out, worrying whether Denise thinks I didn't do something good enough, and then get upset and throw things (yes, that has happened lol). She gets annoyed when customers use a stool and not put it back where she had it..sorry, but that is NEVER going to happen. I wish she wouldn't get so annoyed at little things like that. I've interacted with her as little as possible over the last couple of days..I'll just annoy her anyway (I feel like the dumb immature person, and she'll cringe when she sees me). It's times like this I wish I was "normal"..I don't know why people would want me around (would they even miss me if I wasn't around? They might be relieved). Maybe I need a vacation lol (and probably a conversation with Denise, when I'm not so upset). Thanks for reading, that was cathartic at least :P


Lots of new guys lately!

Bold = new

Bulbasaur
Seen: 9. Caught: 6

Venusaur
Seen/caught: 1

Charmander
Seen: 14. Caught: 11

Charizard
Seen: 1

Squirtle
Seen: 22. Caught: 20

Wartortle
Seen/caught: 3

Blastoise
Seen: 1

Caterpie
Seen: 49. Caught: 41

Metapod
Seen: 5. Caught: 4

Butterfree
Seen: 3. Caught: 2

Weedle
Seen: 44. Caught: 38

Kakuna
Seen/caught: 9

Pidgey
Seen: 176. Caught: 140

Pidgeotto
Seen: 50. Caught: 39

Pidgeot
Seen: 9. Caught: 8

Rattata
Seen: 154. Caught: 138

Raticate
Seen: 20. Caught: 19

Spearow
Seen: 100. Caught: 91

Fearow
Seen: 13. Caught: 10

Ekans
Seen: 19. Caught: 16

Arbok
Seen/caught: 1

Pikachu
Seen: 44. Caught: 36

Sandshrew
Seen/caught: 17

Nidoran (female)
Seen: 84. Caught: 74

Nidorina
Seen: 4. Caught: 3

Nidoqueen
Seen: 1

Nidoran (male)
Seen: 73. Caught: 70

Nidorino
Seen/caught: 3

Nidoking
Seen: 1

Clefairy
Seen: 13. Caught: 12

Clefable
Seen: 1

Vulpix
Seen: 17. Caught: 16

Jigglypuff
Seen: 56. Caught: 55

Zubat
Seen: 130. Caught: 114

Golbat
Seen: 18. Caught: 16

Oddish
Seen: 57. Caught: 52

Gloom
Seen/caught: 5

Paras
Seen: 75. Caught: 60

Parasect
Seen/caught: 1

Venonat
Seen: 56. Caught: 51

Diglett
Seen: 7. Caught: 6

Meowth
Seen: 42. Caught: 39

Psyduck
Seen: 35. Caught: 33

Golduck
Seen/caught: 1

Mankey
Seen: 12. Caught: 9

Growlithe
Seen: 36. Caught: 28

Arcanine
Seen: 1

Poliwag
Seen: 50. Caught: 48

Poliwhirl
Seen/caught: 2

Poliwrath
Seen: 1

Abra
Seen: 23. Caught: 15

Kadabra
Seen: 1

Alakazam
Seen: 1

Machop
Seen/caught: 12

Machamp
Seen: 1

Bellsprout
Seen: 56. Caught: 54

Weepinbell
Seen/caught: 5

Tentacool
Seen: 23. Caught: 18

Tentacruel
Seen: 1

Geodude
Seen: 49. Caught: 45

Graveler
Seen/caught: 4

Golem
Seen: 1

Ponyta
Seen: 19. Caught: 18

Rapidash
Seen: 1

Slowpoke
Seen: 22. Caught: 20

Slowbro
Seen/caught: 1

Magnemite
Seen: 50. Caught: 47

Magneton
Seen/caught: 2

Farfetch'd
Seen/caught: 3

Doduo
Seen: 3. Caught: 2

Seel
Seen: 45. Caught: 44

Dewgong
Seen: 1

Grimer
Seen/caught: 3

Muk
Seen: 1

Shellder
Seen: 121. Caught: 119

Cloyster
Seen: 3. Caught: 2

Gastly
Seen: 147. Caught: 138

Haunter
Seen/caught: 14

Gengar
Seen: 2. Caught: 1

Onix
Seen: 6. Caught: 4

Drowzee
Seen: 241. Caught: 217

Hypno
Seen: 19. Caught: 18

Krabby
Seen: 122. Caught: 118

Kingler
Seen: 10. Caught: 8

Voltorb
Seen: 13. Caught: 12

Exeggcute
Seen/caught: 6

Exeggutor
Seen: 1

Cubone
Seen: 31. Caught: 28

Marowak
Seen: 4. Caught: 3

Lickitung
Seen/caught: 3

Koffing
Seen: 18. Caught: 16

Weezing
Seen/caught: 1

Rhyhorn
Seen: 30. Caught: 28

Rhydon
Seen: 2. Caught: 1

Tangela
Seen/caught: 1

Horsea
Seen: 79. Caught: 74

Seadra
Seen: 2. Caught: 1

Goldeen
Seen: 39. Caught: 35

Seaking
Seen: 10. Caught: 8

Staryu
Seen: 41. Caught: 35

Starmie
Seen: 1

Jynx
Seen: 86. Caught: 81

Electabuzz
Seen/caught: 3

Magmar
Seen/caught: 1

Tauros
Seen/caught: 3

Magikarp
Seen: 45. Caught: 42

Gyarados
Seen: 1

Lapras
Seen: 1

Ditto
Seen/caught: 3

Eevee
Seen: 60. Caught: 58

Vaporeon
Seen: 1

Jolteon
Seen: 1

Flareon
Seen: 1

Porygon
Seen/caught: 3

Omanyte
Seen: 12. Caught: 10

Omastar
Seen/caught: 2

Kabuto
Seen: 12. Caught: 10

Aerodactyl
Seen: 1

Snorlax
Seen: 3. Caught: 1

Dratini
Seen/caught: 3

Dragonite
Seen: 1

Chikorita
Seen: 7. Caught: 6

Bayleef
Seen/caught: 1

Cyndaquil
Seen: 15. Caught: 8

Croconaw
Seen: 1

Sentret
Seen: 88. Caught: 83

Furret
Seen: 17. Caught: 13

Hoothoot
Seen: 66. Caught: 64

Noctowl
Seen: 7. Caught: 6

Ledyba
Seen: 37. Caught: 35

Ledian
Seen/caught: 7

Spinarak
Seen: 43. Caught: 37

Ariados
Seen/caught: 1

Crobat
Seen/caught: 2

Chinchou
Seen/caught: 10

Lanturn
Seen/caught: 1

Igglybuff
Seen/caught: 1

Natu
Seen: 117. Caught: 106

Xatu
Seen: 9. Caught: 8

Mareep
Seen/caught: 2

Marill
Seen: 73. Caught: 70

Azumarill
Seen: 9. Caught: 7

Sudowoodo
Seen/caught: 6

Politoed
Seen: 1

Hoppip
Seen: 41. Caught: 39

Skiploom
Seen/caught: 8

Jumpluff
Seen/caught: 1

Aipom
Seen: 29. Caught: 25

Sunkern
Seen/caught: 7

Yanma
Seen/caught: 1

Wooper
Seen: 62. Caught: 60

Quagsire
Seen/caught: 5

Espeon
Seen: 1

Umbreon
Seen: 1

Murkrow
Seen: 61. Caught: 56

Slowking
Seen: 1

Misdreavus
Seen/caught: 14

Wobbuffet
Seen/caught: 2

Girafarig
Seen: 1

Pineco
Seen: 9. Caught: 8

Dunsparce
Seen/caught: 2

Gligar
Seen: 2. Caught: 1

Steelix
Seen: 1

Snubbull
Seen/caught: 1

Granbull
Seen: 1

Qwilfish
Seen: 1

Scizor
Seen: 1

Shuckle
Seen/caught: 4

Heracross
Seen: 1

Sneasel
Seen: 42. Caught: 39

Teddiursa
Seen: 16. Caught: 15

Ursaring
Seen/caught: 2

Slugma
Seen: 20. Caught: 19

Swinub
Seen: 72. Caught: 67

Piloswine
Seen/caught: 9

Remoraid
Seen/caught: 13

Octillery
Seen/caught: 4

Mantine
Seen/caught: 5

Skarmory
Seen: 7. Caught: 6

Houndour
Seen: 14. Caught: 13

Houndoom
Seen/caught: 1

Kingdra
Seen: 1

Phanpy
Seen/caught: 1

Porygon2
Seen: 1

Stantler
Seen/caught: 5

Tyrogue
Seen/caught: 1

Magby
Seen/caught: 1

Blissey
Seen: 1

Tyranitar
Seen: 1

Zigzagoon
Seen/caught: 1

Wurmple
Seen/caught: 1

Makuhita
Seen/caught: 1

Sableye
Seen: 5. Caught: 4

Electrike
Seen/caught: 1

Plusle
Seen/caught: 4

Gulpin
Seen/caught: 3

Shuppet
Seen: 15. Caught: 11

Banette
Seen/caught: 1

Duskull
Seen: 14. Caught: 13

Today's trivia: If someone's being violent or drunk in Japan, police will get a huge futon and roll them into a burrito and carry them back to the station to calm them down