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I started playing world of warcraft... and it;s funny..for the first time since i was about 12 my dad speaks to me without being forced to. that makes it sound like we had a falling out..we haven;t. he's just the kind of man who doesn't do small tlak well, and apparently we don;t have that much in common. Til i started playing wow..lol now when i call my mom he asks to tlak to me. Today he told me to call him if i am going to play later..so he can go on too. and then i find him starting to gather interest in other parts of my life, asking me to send an essay i just wrote so he can read it etc. maybe it sounds silly, that these small gestres make me happy, but yeah, it;s nice to feel he is interested in me. I don't have the normal father daughter relationship i see so many of my friends have.
Cranium night tonight, people should be here nay minute. got a job, almost finished first year of school. life is decent. Do wish i could rid myself of anxiety sometimes, but eh..things could be worse.
Have a doctors appointment ont he 15th, hopefully more is done this time, i'm trying to stay optimistic.
Also i am on a sopranos kick.
Cranium night tonight, people should be here nay minute. got a job, almost finished first year of school. life is decent. Do wish i could rid myself of anxiety sometimes, but eh..things could be worse.
Have a doctors appointment ont he 15th, hopefully more is done this time, i'm trying to stay optimistic.
Also i am on a sopranos kick.