Dec 28, 2007 01:03
"I'm all lost in the supermarket,
I can't no longr shop happily.
I came in here for a special offer,
garunteed new personality.
I wasn't born so much as I fell out
nobody seemed to notice me
we had a hedge back home in the suburbs
over which I never could see.
I heard the people who lived on the ceiling
scream and fight most scarily
hearing that noise was my first ever feeling
that's how it's been all around me.
long distance callers make long distance calls
and the silence makes me lonely."
I really fucks with those lyrics. I never really heard a song that realluy felt me untill this song came along. Im extreemly confused with my life. I really dont know what I want out of it. I'm really scarred. Paranoia and self conciosness struck me deepley tonight. I'm sory for those I hurt and those offnded. I'll try not to let it happen again. I think I need to go away for a long time. Needed to be locked up and have the key thrown out.