thought its time for one of these
My life right now is completely amazing. Besides the work and besides the schooling and also the schooling from life. I want to get completely buried soon and be aweosme again. Scratch all of that I just feel like nothing. I feel like im going no where, im stuck, im withering away, my dreams are fading away. the only thing i wish i could right now is fall asleep and wake up maybe 20 years in the future. im tired of being who i am. i want to be awesome, i want to be known and have nobody know me. i want friends but i want to be lonesome. i want a family but then again i jsut want to grow old and be that guy on the street begging for change just to get by and be completely ignored. i want everyhing in the world to be okay.i want to be alright. i want to be away from technology and sit by a bay and live off the earth. i want to be everything that i am not. most importantly i just wish i was awesome and people could see me and have them say, "you know hes a really good guy, he has a good hed on his shoulders. i want to be just like him." Also i just wish i can go back tobeing young and correct the wrongs i made and have everybody who doesnt like me with me again.