The Help Never Came (A Unforgettable Life Is Lost)

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Saturday Night Was A Unforgettable Night I Loved Every Momment I Wish I Didnt Have To Leave.......We Parted Ways Without A Hug Nor Kiss......And This Is Where The Diaster Begins..... Sunday Me n Danae Didnt Talk ALL days till last that evening and even then it was only a hour before i headed off to bed i said a few things and told her to call me.so i fall asleep and then awake at 3:30 am seeing my phone beep a urgent red.... of course i think i missed danae phone call again but i havent there at 3 text messages saying her mother found out i was there in Lake Mary and Has My phone number and is czlling my father and mother in the morning i text her back saying ill be ok and i love her...The Morning Comes and i am walking to class as if nothing were to happen and then i get a phone call from danaes mother requesting my fathers phones number and name.so i give it to her.... in the middle of class i get another phone call from my omther saying i needed to call her immediatley....so i get a pass and call her my mother knew of everything i have done in my life from sex to weed to drinking and other things. so after school i walk to my parents office a good 40 to hr min walk and i sit in my dads office and we talk and talk and talk ...then they bring the whole suituation with danae and they said if her parents told me to leave her alone i had to RESPECT there decision and it was off i let go i started cring as if my heart had been ripped outta me NONE had my back anymore....then they brought the whole me suitation of me being drunk and danae too...they also brought up her parents saying that id treat hwer badly and im letting her grades slip....i was LOSING ThE BATTLE IVE FOUGHT FOR A MONTH PLUS....IVE ALWAYS TOLD DANAE DO UR WORK AND THEN TALK TO ME LATER IVE NEVER WANTED HER TO TURN INTO THE PERSON THAT I AM ( A FUCKING FAILURE AT EVERYTHING HE DOES)....THEY PROCEED TO CALL ME A CRIMINAL.... ive let go by this time i couldnt even talk i was cring so hard . i coudlnt let danae slip from hands like this!!!!!!!!!!! are u kidding me?!?!?!......ssooo i get home and i have to call her parents and apologize to her mother and armando for everything that ive done and caused.........so i call(beep boop beep beep beep boop beeeepppp)and her mother picks up as well as armando and i state"mrs guzmen i am sorry for the trouble and hardship i had to put u and your family through" and i frooze i couldnt ssay anything else....then armando pops in and says" matt the friedns u have now are not ur friedns the only friends u got is your family forget about danae forget about her shes too young......(at the momment my life shatterd my hand became a fist so hard it began to shake ... i had to SWALLOW MY PRIDE AND CHOKE MY TEARS just so i dont tell that man the way i felt about what he just said..." so i get off the phone and tears fall down my face as if a rain drop just hit me.. then my parents asked me what i was thinking and i said "IM A FUCKINF FAILURE I BRING DISGRACE TO MY NAME AND THE FAMILY NAME AND NOW I LOSE DANAE THE ONLY GIRL WHO EXCEPTD ME FOR ME AND LOVED ME FOR ME !!!wwwwhyyy wwwhhyyyy me" and then my dad told me to take a shower and came over to me and i just let go it all came out....even i was in the shower i punch the walls i punched the curtains i screamed at myself .....people dont understand DANAE IS WHAT KEPT ME STANDING KEPT LOOKING FOWARD IN LIFE DANAE IS AND WILL BE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE...and now she is the life that is lost and i knew how she trully felt about me ...as for today ive cryed in the morning and ive been drowning myself in my music

PLEASE DANAE DONT FORGET ME CAUSE GOD KNOWS ILL NEVER FORGET ANDILL BE BACK ILL PROVE YOUR PARENTS WRONG!WE'LL PROVE THEM ALL WRONG