tmr
i feel extremely terrified. because tmr decides my life for the next two months. and you know i simply hate these sort of life-changing events. its like this huge weight thats on my shoulder, so huge its making it kinda hard to breath.
i know it seems like im making a big deal out of nothing. maybe i am.
but doesnt change the way i feel about it. i have butterflies in my stomach and my whole body is tense. i have two big blisters on my foot (which have nth to do with what im saying now but its here for dramatic effect, lol). my arms feel weak and floppy and im too anxious and terrified to sleep.
i think i cnt cope well with stress. which makes me a weak person. i dont think i'll pass my napfa test tmr eithr, so it makes me physically weak as well. so essentially you can use the one word 'weak' to describe me.
if i pass tmr (which if i do, is only due to God's good grace), i'll come and delete this post and say 50 good things about myself. and if you know me well, you'll know thats like torture for me. LOL
if i fail, i'll be morose and depressed for the rest of the two months of my life.
OH DEAR DEAR LORD!!! PLS LEMME PASS!!
this is a pretty comical and morbid post. which makes me wna laugh and cry at the same time. i think i should start to question my sanity.
i know it seems like im making a big deal out of nothing. maybe i am.
but doesnt change the way i feel about it. i have butterflies in my stomach and my whole body is tense. i have two big blisters on my foot (which have nth to do with what im saying now but its here for dramatic effect, lol). my arms feel weak and floppy and im too anxious and terrified to sleep.
i think i cnt cope well with stress. which makes me a weak person. i dont think i'll pass my napfa test tmr eithr, so it makes me physically weak as well. so essentially you can use the one word 'weak' to describe me.
if i pass tmr (which if i do, is only due to God's good grace), i'll come and delete this post and say 50 good things about myself. and if you know me well, you'll know thats like torture for me. LOL
if i fail, i'll be morose and depressed for the rest of the two months of my life.
OH DEAR DEAR LORD!!! PLS LEMME PASS!!
this is a pretty comical and morbid post. which makes me wna laugh and cry at the same time. i think i should start to question my sanity.