seww hungry!!

[gjcoldscuddles]

I feel lonely right now! I want to ask lawrence if he wants to eat brunch, but idk if I should eat out. I was just eating taco cabana like 9 hours ago. It's just that I'm hungry again!!!!!! I only ate two bitch tacos and they got my order wrong, so wrong.

Seeewww.. my first week of school is dead and gone. In San Antonio College School of Nursing

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[gjcoldscuddles]

It's kind of out of context for you to say I'm mad at you. Here's why it really bothered me.
I stopped getting on myspace for a number of reasons. One of them being I had all these "friends" at my fingertips and not really being able to ask any to hang out. I left to stop torturing myself by seeing what all these people were doing together to have fun, not knowing why I didn't have that.
I told you there was a lot on my mind, and I really wanted to talk. I asked if you wanted to hang out and let me do your hair for that reason, and you couldn't that day. You also said we should work out together, and I told you all the days I was free, and you said you would get back to me. You never tried to reschedule or got back to me. It felt kind of crappy because I had made that effort twice and you didn't. That was precisely the problem I was having with Holly and precisely what I needed to talk about. I felt so shitty from feeling overlooked that I just couldn't try anymore. Not only that, but you tell me I'm one of your best friends and I'm asking you to hang out, yet you never get back to me, and you're posting bulletins about how much fun you had last night, and didn't invite me. I invited you to a lot of things that I was going to. It seemed like you were only available when I was inviting you to a party and not when it was just a few of us drinking.
I just couldn't take that in combination with every other reason I had to stop logging on. I finally started to feel better because my actual friends were still keeping in touch - calling and texting, not just waiting till I was on myspace again. Then you finally made the effort to hang out with me by inviting me to that party. There were so many other things I could've done that night, but I told mike that was what we were gonna do, and I waited for you all night. I knew you were at another party and just couldn't figure why I was worthy enough to be invited to the 2nd party and not both.. You told me you didn't forget about me, and now you say you lost track of time, knowing I was waiting for you- that's a slap in the face. Do you think I would still be up to party at 2am when you invited me at 10pm? I had to take a step back from you because I had been so disappointed that you weren't there for me to talk to, yet you still found a way to disappoint me again.

Obviously you didn't mean to cause all these feelings.. that's fine, but I know I would not do that to you. I wouldn't not reschedule if you had tried to hang out with me and if you needed to talk. You're one of those people who other people really can't be mad at, and I wasn't mad.. how could I be mad at one of the only female friends I have when I knew you didn't know what you were doing was bothering me? I was just gonna let time pass and let it go cause I know you didn't hurt me on purpose, but since you brought it up I thought I might as well be honest with you since we are friends.