If I had a twitter...
I would put:
- Enjoying this shitfest I've been having these past 3 days
- Thinking of all the cute outfits I can make when it gets cold
- Knowing I will regret wasting my summer, morose over people who wouldn't invest so much sentiment toward me
- Glad I apologized to mike for screaming at him
- Amused that I pretended to be Mike while talking to the bitch that was flirting with him!!! hehehehehe *wearing devil horns*
- Thinking about how bright my future is and knowing it can all be burned to no return in a second
Livejournal,
You son of a bitch. Don't you know I have nowhere else to put my feelings?
I go back to school in 3 days. Guess what? I haven't cried about it!! haha. Boy did I fuck myself again!! I should've studied more for the NCLEX this summer. Here I was crying about old friendships when I could've been studying so to pass, be liscensed, work, and make NEW ONES!! I am such a miserable SACK OF SHIT.
These past few days have been good. I got reaquainted with one of my dearest friends whom I had not seen in months.
I'm starting to feel hungover. I was drinking last night, and we got home at 4ish. Thank god I ate. Well I woke up at freaking 9:30 and felt fine. I think I was still drunk. Mike got up to pee and there was his phone. I pressed the only button you can really press, and there was a message from this girl who use to leave him comments on myspace. I opened the message which also opens the entire dialogue from as far back as.. ever? So I see minimal flirting bullshit from the day before. Basically I texted her back pretending to be mike. I quickly realized I couldn't really dig up any dirt because that would've required me to flirt with her. Plus, I couldn't just outright say, "Do you like me?" "do I flirt with you" type shit. I decided to pick a fight with Mike, but he had just woken up, so he wasn't satisfying my need. I ended up apologizing for screaming at him. The flirting wasn't too bothersome, and I felt bad for yelling at him :( Ahhh I think I'll be going back to sleep soon. I feel a little crappy.
- Enjoying this shitfest I've been having these past 3 days
- Thinking of all the cute outfits I can make when it gets cold
- Knowing I will regret wasting my summer, morose over people who wouldn't invest so much sentiment toward me
- Glad I apologized to mike for screaming at him
- Amused that I pretended to be Mike while talking to the bitch that was flirting with him!!! hehehehehe *wearing devil horns*
- Thinking about how bright my future is and knowing it can all be burned to no return in a second
Livejournal,
You son of a bitch. Don't you know I have nowhere else to put my feelings?
I go back to school in 3 days. Guess what? I haven't cried about it!! haha. Boy did I fuck myself again!! I should've studied more for the NCLEX this summer. Here I was crying about old friendships when I could've been studying so to pass, be liscensed, work, and make NEW ONES!! I am such a miserable SACK OF SHIT.
These past few days have been good. I got reaquainted with one of my dearest friends whom I had not seen in months.
I'm starting to feel hungover. I was drinking last night, and we got home at 4ish. Thank god I ate. Well I woke up at freaking 9:30 and felt fine. I think I was still drunk. Mike got up to pee and there was his phone. I pressed the only button you can really press, and there was a message from this girl who use to leave him comments on myspace. I opened the message which also opens the entire dialogue from as far back as.. ever? So I see minimal flirting bullshit from the day before. Basically I texted her back pretending to be mike. I quickly realized I couldn't really dig up any dirt because that would've required me to flirt with her. Plus, I couldn't just outright say, "Do you like me?" "do I flirt with you" type shit. I decided to pick a fight with Mike, but he had just woken up, so he wasn't satisfying my need. I ended up apologizing for screaming at him. The flirting wasn't too bothersome, and I felt bad for yelling at him :( Ahhh I think I'll be going back to sleep soon. I feel a little crappy.