memory blvd
Kareoke at Holly's neighbor's! HAHA why didn't I get up there?
My mom happened to take this when I was trying to get over the shame of feeling like everyone at school knew I fucked some guy upstairs at a party. I got teased by Randy and found out one of my best friends was gossiping about it to another friend who decided to tell my REAL best friend like she wouldn't know. It felt really ugly. I made the mistake of taking a shot of vodka, drinking a Steel, and Drinking an MD 20 the night it happened. I CANNOT DRINK LIKE THAT EVEN NOW. I didn't know how to drink back then. The guy had planned on fucking me, and pulled me into the bedroom after I finished filling the sink with vomit. I didn't realize what was happening until it was already happening. He completely took advantage of me. Thinking back on it, that was another turning point for my social psyche. The bigger one was this night:
I actually forgot about this until I was writing. It's interesting that I have pictures from both of these days because they really are two days in high school that changed the way I felt and acted toward people in high school.
Anyway, it's BWW time w. mike! SUCH AN IMPROVEMENT IN LIFE WITH HIM COMPARED THOSE THOSE DAYS