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I am tired of being taken advantage of, lied to, fucked around with, Should I just wash my hands with your bullshit and make a clean break for it?
So in detail, I get this long winded speech from Ben "Gizelle, we have to do better in school, I have to go to most of my classes today, I have to pass, I have to stop screwing up." Ok, so I was kinda pissed because I'm irresponsable and immature, but then I really thought about it and he is right, in the long run, we have to do good, we have the brains and the ability, but we are just underacheavers in the end.
But anyway that's not the meat of the story and the root of my unhappiness. So during lunch, I say, "you know what, my next class isnt very important, and I'm sick, so I'm going home. Ben, do you want to hang out and come home with me?
To which he says "No, I think I'm actually going to go to my next class, I do need to do well." So even though I was kinda disapointed and a little mad he wasnt comming, I was fine with it, the whole "wash your hands with it" sounds like my cup of tea. He wants to do good, right? I shouldnt get mad because he wants to do well, that wouldnt be right!
So I walked around a bit, I didnt have a walkman or anything to have fun with, so I decided not to go home and stay for at least D, that and Catlin smacked my logic a bit. so I went to Social Studies, not knowing that 5 minutes before the class was going to end, I'd see Ben, strung out and stoned, walking back to school from my social studies window, and thats when all logic failed to reach me, all I could say was, "I knew it." He cut class, which he said he wasnt going to do, and went with Ren to smoke. Absolutly great. So now we know who's more important, and I thusly washed my hands.
So his awful defense is that he didnt know that I would care. Wow. thats all I have to say is Wow.
besides that, everything is fine.
Now you cant tell me he isnt fucking Ren.
So heres to Ren and Ben, a new life for the both of them, may they both find happiness inside of each other's ass.
So in detail, I get this long winded speech from Ben "Gizelle, we have to do better in school, I have to go to most of my classes today, I have to pass, I have to stop screwing up." Ok, so I was kinda pissed because I'm irresponsable and immature, but then I really thought about it and he is right, in the long run, we have to do good, we have the brains and the ability, but we are just underacheavers in the end.
But anyway that's not the meat of the story and the root of my unhappiness. So during lunch, I say, "you know what, my next class isnt very important, and I'm sick, so I'm going home. Ben, do you want to hang out and come home with me?
To which he says "No, I think I'm actually going to go to my next class, I do need to do well." So even though I was kinda disapointed and a little mad he wasnt comming, I was fine with it, the whole "wash your hands with it" sounds like my cup of tea. He wants to do good, right? I shouldnt get mad because he wants to do well, that wouldnt be right!
So I walked around a bit, I didnt have a walkman or anything to have fun with, so I decided not to go home and stay for at least D, that and Catlin smacked my logic a bit. so I went to Social Studies, not knowing that 5 minutes before the class was going to end, I'd see Ben, strung out and stoned, walking back to school from my social studies window, and thats when all logic failed to reach me, all I could say was, "I knew it." He cut class, which he said he wasnt going to do, and went with Ren to smoke. Absolutly great. So now we know who's more important, and I thusly washed my hands.
So his awful defense is that he didnt know that I would care. Wow. thats all I have to say is Wow.
besides that, everything is fine.
Now you cant tell me he isnt fucking Ren.
So heres to Ren and Ben, a new life for the both of them, may they both find happiness inside of each other's ass.