New Years, New things, New everything
Yup 2009. Got a new job, pay a lot more. Have a great boyfriend, he just might be the one. Mom still doesn't accept him, but they aren't dating him, i am. He is so weird, he makes me feel like a queen. He respects me, never tells me no and most of all he trusts me. He has never doubted me and taking by how many times he calls or text he really wants to be here or me be there. But distance is good because it gives our time together that much more specialalitiy. Is that even a word? i could care less. Day by day all i think about talk about sleep about is him. weirdest feeling in the world. i see my past journals and i am so sad w/o a guy in my life and complaining about the same guy. Sadly I did talk to him the other day, yes its true i can not let go of that jerk of a face guy. I guess since he is an old friend i just can't let go. but that is the case for any friend, its impossible for me to let go. Well Leon is great, i'm happy he is there, i really could not ask for more in a guy. He always says the right thing at the right time, and knows how to make me smile. I'm dreading the day he leave to iraq :(. but when he comes back i will be waiting for me....i dread the day the other friend comes back....because what will happen? i am sure i will know my place. =D Well i'm done here, i miss a lot of people in my life, i wish i was in school, but right now isn't too shabby with a new job and some really great friends, and oh wait did i mention i have a great boyfriend? j/k i k,now i have. Two of my coworkers are or did propose to their g/f. that is crazy! and i saw the best of both worlds. The poor an din love and the people who can afford things and in love. either way is adorably cute! i just want to be happy, money doesn't make people happy, just how you feel about someone. well with time comes everything for a reason. and for some reason he came at at taht turn in my life where i wanted to be a pimp, and he completely didn't let me. so glad to. he literally saw something no one else could see. he listens to me its hilarious. well i'm counting the days until we can actually be in the same city. it would be fun. sadly i think he is making army is career but hey that means travel right? well i am good and i wont do something completely fucked up, he knows that..aww you should meet him, he is a really cool guy. Race means nothing to people in the army, but why is society in the civilian world so cruel? i got the best of both worlds, and got myself a keeper....