Nov 20, 2003 15:19
i feel dead or close to it. been living off coffee and tea this week trying to stay awake. and today i work late, i hope i don't work that late so that i can go to B&N and its only oriantation or how ever you freaking spell it. so i hope really that i'm out by 8 but who knows so i can get to b&n before 10. then i can go there and get some more coffee to stay awake some more, then come home and talk to someone i hope that is cool and entertaining.. then pass the hell out. blah
oh yeah, my life? couple more turns to being worse than it was last time i updated.
lost my book of poems that was full... =\ wrote one today also, this isn't it this is one i found form a while ago but yeah here is one. it sux so you don't gotta tell me that
a rush of happiness
filled his life
nothing could go wrong...
untill death came
to steal his friends
from his once joyfull life...
hiding his pain
putting on a show
for the one he loves...
showing joy
when in pain
hiding the pain from his love...
his love brings joy
back to his life
when there is none...
with no effort
she changes everything
changing night into day