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Nov 05, 2007 10:40

Hard to believe a year ago I was still pregnant with Emily, deliberating names, going to shows with my massive belly sticking out...
Emily's going to be turning one in exactly a week.
I can't even begin to tell you how bloody emotional I am and how much more emotional I WILL be at her birthday party on Sunday.
This is my last baby!
It's hard knowing I'm not going to be a mommy again and that my little daughter is all grown up with teeth and walking and talking and her own little personality.
She has her favorite foods (rice, French fries and whatever is on anyone else's plate that she can mooch), her favorite toys (this infuriatingly loud "magic wand", her hippo car, her brother's toys), her favorite people, her favorite sayings...
It's hard to believe she took her first steps only a week ago and now she's walking and dancing around the house! It's hard to believe how many friends have come and gone in this last year, too.
I just can't believe how much she's grown and I can't believe how fast it was!
It feels like just yesterday I had held her in my arms for the first time, forgetting all the pain of childbirth in the second her smooshy little face was looking at me.
I'm so sad yet so excited to see her growing up. She truly is one of the greatest loves of my life. IN my life. She's an amazing little girl. So full of charm and personality. One look into her big blue eyes and her cheeky little grin and you're suckered in for life.
My baby. :(
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