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so i decided last night at about three in the morning i am going back to all locks. i was feeling around my head realizing if i wait much longer my hair is going to be more than tangled and be matted i na way that won't be too cool. and since i'd be a lier if i said i would wash and brush my hair to save it, dreads are my option. really, this is reality. i can't take care of long hair, not mine at least. to tangled and like my life, i don't have the will or care to untangle it because i just fucking like it that way. quoting sean "tommy likes his mic cords just like his hair and everything else, tangled" haha.
so this morning i formed three smaller little dreads together and made a medium one right at the front of my head. i swear they are longer than the ones i had before already, maybe not.......but closer than i'd think. i had my other ones three years and i've only been growing this hair three. i have been stupid about just forming some dreads ha. because now they are spaced kinda wierd but i don't care much. it's pretty easy to form dreads together anyway if you know how so i'm just going to wake up everyday for the next week and work on them. and hemp anything that needs to be held together for a peroid of time. i don't have any wax, i think im going to order some in like two minutes ha. along with a few new beads or something. and some shampoo maybe, i don't know. the stuff i got is old and watery. if my dreads suck ill just cut my hair down to the point where i can pull them out and then get a hair cut and some that short hair everyone liked again. but of course, short hair ain't me and it will grow out again and then ill probally do something to start dreads again ha. it's ridiculous how meant to have them i am now. i think the having them for those years has just made it so that i will think about them once i have long hair no matter what. i don't know much abvout what in store for my life. but it seems that whatever is and will be, must be tangled together with locks and my loves.
~tommy