going for the record
trying to update this thing alot this summer, i realized that i probally will lose track of this journal after this next school year. tight and not tight.
so.......
what i did today so far. im waiting for dinner to cook ha. woke up late. like 130 nd had piano lesson at two. got there at two. had to go get money and eat on theway and shit but it's all good. i loved it man. my dude is this kinda fat like.......40 year old maybe. he is serouisly good though and the owner of the palce. got me started with some excerises and i am totally feeling it. plus saterday he is coming to tune my piano for fifty bones. i checked around before and it was usally like 75 or more at other places. so im happy. an intune piano? what the fuck. he was impressed with my skills that i devolped on my own. he said he wondered about my focus i wanted. like if i wanted to play in a band or arrange music or play classical. i said classical. no one needs to tech me to play i na band. i could do that now to a limited extent. i can't learn how to play classical on my own though unless i did nothign else but i do so much else ha. anyway... he said he thinks ill be playing classical pieces in under a year based on my level so far. tight! can't wait. i already practiced today. just boring shit but them's the breaks for starting an instrment. if i get bored i can just go fucking bang on my ephiphone for a bit and feel satisfied in that way.
so after ward i came home and told my mom about my lesson. and then headed to emily's to drop off a shirt of her's ive had forever and to play her in scrabble. lame i know. we used to get fucked up and play scrabble or other games like life and shit. she was sick for awhile and then so was i. so we would get stoned enough on different things to forget we were sick and sit in each others hosues while our parents were at work and play board games. it was funny. really funny and fun and usaully ended up not finshing. she kicked my ass today. i was jsut not on top of it. i was trying to get mountain for a while ha. i needed a fucking m and i had the perfect palce. had to give it up though. ha. man......
haha.
now i am about to record some violin and a new song a wrote the other night. not a new song but a revamped song. actaully. the lyrics are about bren ha. i found them in my big notbook that holds all my writings from like my whole life save this year. they are kinda rough and really stupid at parts but the core has some really good lines. i wrote it like........a year ago or more i guess when her and I started talking again. more than a year i think. but i wrote more on it after i knew her and i werent getting back together. so some of it is........angry? not like in a way like fuck that girl. just in a........fuck this shit that never lasts or starts way or something. an angst way maybe.
fuck it, my bocca is done and some. love. nothing to do later tonight if anyone is bored.
~tommy
so.......
what i did today so far. im waiting for dinner to cook ha. woke up late. like 130 nd had piano lesson at two. got there at two. had to go get money and eat on theway and shit but it's all good. i loved it man. my dude is this kinda fat like.......40 year old maybe. he is serouisly good though and the owner of the palce. got me started with some excerises and i am totally feeling it. plus saterday he is coming to tune my piano for fifty bones. i checked around before and it was usally like 75 or more at other places. so im happy. an intune piano? what the fuck. he was impressed with my skills that i devolped on my own. he said he wondered about my focus i wanted. like if i wanted to play in a band or arrange music or play classical. i said classical. no one needs to tech me to play i na band. i could do that now to a limited extent. i can't learn how to play classical on my own though unless i did nothign else but i do so much else ha. anyway... he said he thinks ill be playing classical pieces in under a year based on my level so far. tight! can't wait. i already practiced today. just boring shit but them's the breaks for starting an instrment. if i get bored i can just go fucking bang on my ephiphone for a bit and feel satisfied in that way.
so after ward i came home and told my mom about my lesson. and then headed to emily's to drop off a shirt of her's ive had forever and to play her in scrabble. lame i know. we used to get fucked up and play scrabble or other games like life and shit. she was sick for awhile and then so was i. so we would get stoned enough on different things to forget we were sick and sit in each others hosues while our parents were at work and play board games. it was funny. really funny and fun and usaully ended up not finshing. she kicked my ass today. i was jsut not on top of it. i was trying to get mountain for a while ha. i needed a fucking m and i had the perfect palce. had to give it up though. ha. man......
haha.
now i am about to record some violin and a new song a wrote the other night. not a new song but a revamped song. actaully. the lyrics are about bren ha. i found them in my big notbook that holds all my writings from like my whole life save this year. they are kinda rough and really stupid at parts but the core has some really good lines. i wrote it like........a year ago or more i guess when her and I started talking again. more than a year i think. but i wrote more on it after i knew her and i werent getting back together. so some of it is........angry? not like in a way like fuck that girl. just in a........fuck this shit that never lasts or starts way or something. an angst way maybe.
fuck it, my bocca is done and some. love. nothing to do later tonight if anyone is bored.
~tommy