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so somewhere around 2 hours until i'm 21. i kinda have mixed feelings about it i guess. its sweet and all, being able to finally buy alcohol on my own, but i never have any fucking money so... i need to work more hours or find a new job. something has to change. but thats here nor that i s'pose. anyhow, i bought the new norma jean cd. its not bad. kinda different from the others, but not bad. i think at midnight i will go to the store and use my new ability, lol. but tomorrow is pretty much the day of drinking i guess. my older brother is taking me to the bar, then i'm going back to my sisters to play cards, or something like that. then the band is taking me out. which is sweet cause i dont think i'll have to spend any money. and as for sunday, i'm going to the patterns thing for school. i get some book with my poem in it, and possible might win something - which isnt likely but who knows.