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every time i go to write in here, i always start thinking of all the things i could be writing about, and end up losing track of what i wanted to say in the first place. happens every time; like clock work. so, i never get all the things i want to say, out there. i find it happens alot. more so when i talk to someone seriously. holes fall where whole sentences should be, and i know that shit can't make sense to anyone but me. i've noticed that what i try to say makes complete sense to me, and absolutely no sense to the receiving person. but i try to words things in ways where i don't actually have to come out and say it, and just kind of hope the person catches on. makes me kinda wonder why people even want to talk to me.
anyway, yesterday for some reason my mum was like. "hey, you guys can open your gifts now if you want." and well, you can't just turn down an offer like that. so we did. i got a new blanket. new sheets. blank cds. socks. and underwear. i'm not sure if i'll get more, but i didn't really ask for anything other than that, so it works out.
oh, i also hung out with vicki this day. we talked alot. alot about all the things gone unsaid over time. and actually, it was a pretty cool time. even though, i suck at hanging out. and now know this. but! she did give me the new btbam. and that was sweet. thats like way better than my christmas presents. shit! best fucking christmas ever bitches. well that is until someone says, "i already had it like 3 months ago." hey, well go fuck yourself, i didn't.
today i worked a little.
tomorrow is band practice.
the one thing i hate about band practice is that i have to drive all the way to fucking davison. but at least things are progressing at a good rate. we're planning on recording like within the week or some shit. so myspace will finally have some music on it, and we'll finally be able to sell merch. at a show.
i wish there was always something to do, or someone to talk to. cuz these kind of nights fucking blow me.
anyway, yesterday for some reason my mum was like. "hey, you guys can open your gifts now if you want." and well, you can't just turn down an offer like that. so we did. i got a new blanket. new sheets. blank cds. socks. and underwear. i'm not sure if i'll get more, but i didn't really ask for anything other than that, so it works out.
oh, i also hung out with vicki this day. we talked alot. alot about all the things gone unsaid over time. and actually, it was a pretty cool time. even though, i suck at hanging out. and now know this. but! she did give me the new btbam. and that was sweet. thats like way better than my christmas presents. shit! best fucking christmas ever bitches. well that is until someone says, "i already had it like 3 months ago." hey, well go fuck yourself, i didn't.
today i worked a little.
tomorrow is band practice.
the one thing i hate about band practice is that i have to drive all the way to fucking davison. but at least things are progressing at a good rate. we're planning on recording like within the week or some shit. so myspace will finally have some music on it, and we'll finally be able to sell merch. at a show.
i wish there was always something to do, or someone to talk to. cuz these kind of nights fucking blow me.