cant sleep.

[giving_to_ashes]

nothing like today being wicked shitty.
i feel like complete shit and i dont understand how things got so fucked up.

i wish i could turn back time and start this summer over.
there are so many people i havent seen. people that i consider my best friends. i havent even talked to some of them all summer. i dont even understand why anymore.

i miss old friends. i miss last summer and i miss last year when everything wasnt so fucked up.

i feel like i lost all my old friends. we all have grown apart and i hate it.
we started this year all together and now we're all separated and everything fell apart.

i hate change sometimes. but i guess im just learning the hard way that people change and i did too. meh i dont even know who i am anymore. things will never really ever be the same.

i just cant accept it yet.