I know, i should say no

[giving_it_up]

I think im going to school at St. Bonaventure.
I sill havn't heard back from hofstra.
I don't think i want to go there anyways.

I'm going to die in college.
I either want to leave really bad.
Or dont want to leave at all.

Im tired.
Steve skipped class to watch Dawsons Creek.
I can't wait untill the leaves come on the trees.

I hate the feeling that somethings missing.
I miss both matts.
I miss feeling myself.
I'm weird.