I am not afriad to keep on living
Another crash, another life, the same retched road. I'm detactching. I don't want to think about this one. At all. But I know I can't avoid it when I start passing the cemetary everyday on my way to school.
Take deep breaths.
I went shopping today. I got a lot, but didn't spend all my money. I want to go back and shop for shoes and dresses and stuff. It's raining outside. It's gross out there. I'm tired of it.
So, QBC has our own community here. How cool is that? Yeah, I feel all important and stuff. lol. I need to write some more but I don't feel like it right now. I have Jr. Miss practice tomorrow. Ugh. New Year's Eve and I have nothing to do. I feel so lame.
It's funny I never understood what people meant when they said 'this band saved my life.' I never got it. But I do now. There's only one band that has gotten me through the worst fucking shit in the past two years and of my life. Maybe one day I'll be able to meet them and let them know. But I'm grateful beyond belief.
Take deep breaths.
I went shopping today. I got a lot, but didn't spend all my money. I want to go back and shop for shoes and dresses and stuff. It's raining outside. It's gross out there. I'm tired of it.
So, QBC has our own community here. How cool is that? Yeah, I feel all important and stuff. lol. I need to write some more but I don't feel like it right now. I have Jr. Miss practice tomorrow. Ugh. New Year's Eve and I have nothing to do. I feel so lame.
It's funny I never understood what people meant when they said 'this band saved my life.' I never got it. But I do now. There's only one band that has gotten me through the worst fucking shit in the past two years and of my life. Maybe one day I'll be able to meet them and let them know. But I'm grateful beyond belief.