Aug 19, 2003 13:13
I got quite the unexpected email today
I lost my phone charger so anyone who wants to get a hold of me is going to have to leave a message with thier phone number
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It hurt when she told me that it's weird when I touch her. That she doesn't like when people touch her...and I said "I'm not just anybody," but apparently I am. I said "we sleep next to each other in the same bed and all," and she said, "frankly, that's a little weird." And all of this happened in a dream that happened years ago...and now its happened in real life and I can't help but be hurt. But last night in the dark she cried and I was there even though we fought an hour before. And she grabbed my arm and wanted me to touch her because she was sad and I realized that it would be okay, as long as we understand each other and as long as we are both there in the dark when we are sad.