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so i'm feeling weird today. scatterbrained. depressed. anxiety's bothering me. this sucks. i sincerely do not feel like dealing with my emo bullshit right now. why can't i just be happy and accept it for what it is without worrying about all the "what ifs". my head hurts and i just want to go to sleep tonight. i don't feel like going anywhere, but i already told everyone i'd go to their parties. yep. that's me. being depressed. fuck..