determined
yeah i just updated my blog on myspace... basically im ok, but ive felt really unfulfilled lately and its b/c i have no change in my life... im living such a routine of laziness and relying to much on chris etc... so pray for me to get discipline I REALLY NEED IT SO BAD, in all areas of my life... hopefully i will start tonight with devotions and than continue in the morning by eating breakfast and making a lunch to bring to work... ahhh i just can't keep living like this b/c i get depressed/ sad like at the end of EVERY day and its so not worth it...