my long version
so today yea lets see i worked out than chris and i headed to savannah... i was 15min late to his house, so he was a little upset, had to explain myself, im always just a little late and that frustrates him... what can i say?? but yea than we got a little (tiny little) bit lost, even though i got directions i guess they werent precise enough, he almost got frustrated again, than we found it and he was like "this is it?" and i was like um yea, lets have fun!!! so we did, we walked around and went into half a dozen shops, than didn't know what else to do so came back, after gettin slightly lost again and him saying "its good i love you, next time ill plan the trip" haha i love him. Its probably not a great combination that he gets frustrated easily and i bring frustrating times upon myslef regularly... but we talked thru this and instead of breaking up over it, we are going to try to help eachother thru this and both become better persons... overall we had a good time, you know driving 4 and a half hours to spend a half hour there we probably won't do it agian, but it was a nice experience. Than we had free time and got a little carried away kissing... did soo good for the past 6 days but both caved in... but it was very nice, i love him so much... we both talk about getting married real soon, but probably won't because of what everyone else would think/say... i mean especially after sara did that... people would think us chamber gurls are lacking self control or somthing... but yea, instead we will try again and be stricter... went to a bible study on purity and its good the main thang they said is if the line is blurry it will be crossed... chris said he is going to sit down and take the time to think up his convictions and make boundries instead of just going by mine without much conviction on his part... so thats good, he is goin to step up and take inishitive... the thang is after bible study when i leave him i feel empty and lonely, i just want to be held by him... whatever, he calls all the time and we talk about everything so that helps, letting me know he genuinely cares very much...after chruch i went to walmart and spent soo much money, but the thing is my car is totaled so i will be getting about 6000 and i plan to get a car, putting down 4000 than paying like 150 a month, and having a little extra for school and stuff right now... i never have much money to just buy things i always could use but not enough to buy... so tonight i did, i got 7pair of workout pants, than some undergarments, cuz i never have enough and than socks, and some workout shoes cuz i lost my other ones, i figure ill use everything i got so really its not a waste right, sometimes i think i might be an impulsive spender... but i guess i always think with some logic to justify it... whatever... tommorrow i need to pay for classes, clean my room and car, work out, go to pc and see if dad can help me get a car and than get the title for my other one and lets see im sure i have more to do like laundry and dying my hair... o boy... chris will be 23 tuesday... today was are 2month date how exciting... ok thats my long boring life... o and things are going better at his church ive been praying for good people skills and its going well... o and i broke my 3chp today cuz i left my bible and notebook in chris's car, guess ill catch up tommorrow...