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when you came to my house, i didnt know it was for the last time. it started out no different than any other day. you gave me a passionate kiss on the couch in the living room and i wanted it to last forever. You stopped, you said it was different, we were different, weve grown up. you had a tear in your eye. when i started yelling and hitting, you just held me and i cried in your arms. i never cried because of you before. you smelled like you did the night under the stars when you said that you loved me for the first time. you said you loved me. when i asked you how you could do this to me, you said you knew it was for the best. you quietly asked if we could still be friends. i said no, no, no. i hate you. but i lied because i love you. i then agreed to being your friend because i need to be near you, to see you, then youd realize you want me, you need me. because its true. you hugged me again, before you stepped away. you kissed my forehead from a distance, we were so distant. you said that you were still in love with me. after you walked away, i collapsed without you. i came outside to say my final goodbye. your eyes were sore and your cheeks were red. i reached out to grab you, but you werent there. you got in your car and a tear ran down your face. i kept my eyes on yours, you burned yours into my heart. now i wont forget you. now i cant forget you. i dont even want to. you drove away fast, with nothing more. i know nothing will ever be the same. i cant be me, without you. because i love you...
im in love with you.
im in love with you.