iT'S BEEN A WHiLE.
So, it's been an entire year since I've written in here.. go figure. Yesterday my boyfriend was sworn into the United States Army. I was all for it before, but now I just don't know how I feel about it. He's going to be a Health Care Specialist, a.k.a. a medic. As of right now he's leaving in late September and going to Oklahoma for 9 weeks then San Antonio, Texas for 18 weeks... that's a long time. And we literally JUST moved into the trailer that we bought, so I'm going to be living here alone with our son, who is a monster now by the way! I can't even believe how big he is and how much time as past. He is the spitting image of his father, which is sort of terrifying. He won't act anything like him though if I have anything to say about it. He hasn't started talking yet, but he does go on the big boy potty sometimes!!
My third semester of college is almost over. So far, I hate it. I should be writing a paper right now, but I have no desire to whatsoever.
I never thought I would be in the position that I am in. It still all seems so surreal to me. This doesn't really feel like me at all, but I don't know. I love being a mother, but I wish I could just go out and be irresponsible like everyone else, and experience other things that I can't now.
I don't really know what else to say, so I'll write later I guess.
My third semester of college is almost over. So far, I hate it. I should be writing a paper right now, but I have no desire to whatsoever.
I never thought I would be in the position that I am in. It still all seems so surreal to me. This doesn't really feel like me at all, but I don't know. I love being a mother, but I wish I could just go out and be irresponsible like everyone else, and experience other things that I can't now.
I don't really know what else to say, so I'll write later I guess.