Oct 16, 2004 20:03
I am fo F*ing pisseed right now. I cant even explain it. I want to scraem into a pillow or something.. or slam a door.. but I know I shouldnt. Carly just called Kyle and was asking him to come over because we are bored. He proceeded to tell her that he couldnt because he was going out to dinner with David and Tristan.. to meet Summer, Tristans girlfriend. Why does this piss me off you ask? Kyle and David dont even care for him half the time.. and all of us have had our problems and what not. I am the only one as of late who even gives a damn about him and what he does.. im the only one who returns his calls.. asks him if hes going to keep coming to church. Kyle doesnt even answer the phone when he calls. So we all have a lets go out to dinner party.. and hmm Casey is the only one not invited. WTF. I am sick and tired of being the old one who gives a damn abuot people and then I am the one that gets walked all over. I am the one not considered, and I am the one that no one gives a damn about. Kyle nor David what to go... but they just are to be nice.. nice. .. thats all I have been is fucking nice and trying to be accepting.. and look where it got me. I hate it.. I really hate that something like this could piss me off.. and somehow I am going to be the one over reacting. Just you wait and see...