Apr 03, 2004 15:00
I haven't updated in a while, but I have needed to. A lot has been going on the past few days. I washed the horse today.. poor thing needs a home where someone can spend more time with her. We are trying ot sell her though and not having much luck. I love her dearly though and will hate to see her go, but its for her best intrest. I have no friends here.. well no close friends. Kyle is it. He is it and thats it. I got mad at Carly today because of it. She has everything going for her and she doesnt need to come and take my friends. I am not saying that she and Kyle cant be friends but when he is the only one i have i get defensive sometimes. Sometimes I just need to get out of my house and get away form it.. and when she comes with me its not like im getting away at all. Its nothing against her or anything.. shes just my sister. Sometimes I need my own life away from her and everyone else in this house. So I dont know what my night is going consit of.
Last night I hung out with Kyle. Just picked up a pizza and a movie and hung out for a while. The movie was ok... kinda slow. Runaway Jury.. it was good I jsut expected it to be more up pace then it was. That or it was jsut to late at night and my ind wasn following it that well. I talked to Russ for a while too. He is so awesome. To bad he doesnt live close to here.. or else I would be hanging out with him.
Gonna go now.. mom wants to go outside and make steping stones for her flower garden and that sounds like fun to me. It will be a good relaxing thing im looking forward to it. But depending on how my night shapes up I will try to update the rest later...