Man, I hate this feeling.
I'm no stranger to break ups, but this was something new. I knew it was supposed to hurt, but this is something else. What makes me happy, I probably shouldn't have. I'm afraid of what I might do with it. Jen and I broke up. Two days before today, we broke up. Doing what is right, means I won't be happy. It just feels like I can't do both. I don't want to become my father, but I want to be happy.