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Well it's fall again, but things are so much different now. The other day I was driving to school, listening to the misfits, I rolled down the window and the smell of fall overcame me. The leaves had just started to change color, half of them just died, and for one moment I forgot that I was here, now. I looked at the empty passenger seat as if I thought someone was there. If this was one year ago it would have been Cyrus. And we would have been either skipping school, or driving around afterwards, high...or on our way to be. I wanted so badly to be there, back then. With the exception of Cyrus and Wally, I still see everyone. They're still the same, but things are different now. I know I'm better off than I was last year, but I definately miss the freedom of who I used to be. But overtime that became a burden too. I'm fucking growing up or something.